The little engine who could...

Every see the WA state lottery commercial.
The reporter tells the bystander...

I bet you can't ride that bicycle over that car.

He stands back to watch him,
grinning.

As the man gets on the bicycle he rams over the car,
and the windshield crashes in...

The windshield was shattered prior to the dare being placed.
--

That's how my family is...

I bet you won't ever see your mommy again.

YES I WILL. I LOVE HER.

No you won't. She won't make it through this by the time we wear her down into burnout.

YES I WILL. WHERE'S MOMMY?

No you won't. We made sure she only gets teased.

can you imagine the words being said

to my kids while i am not around.
The complete mental torture?
The desentigration of confidence.
The psychiatry they sought a motion for.

Are you kidding.
What country were you born in?
Are you really from where I'm from.

A grown adult seeking to place a 3 year old
who has more compassion than you into psychiatry.

You're crazy. C R A Z Y. You are...crazy.
Get it through your head.
You're crazy.

Oh! DUH. I'ma complete ditz

I've been working on the business for 4-5 years now.
Fellow "colleagues" or so I thought they were good enough to trust
knew my plans and knew the only way to
screw every thing up was to utilize my kids as bait.
My only weakness.

When children are trailed through the Department of Justice
this means all records, including falsified rumors in every discovery
called "HX" or history
whether each social worker since DeAnnna Adams, the initial lady
who said my daughter can't speak a word
the next social worker JEnna Aytch, who got the AAG to type a brief
few sentences stating she is "actively psychotic" on the day of the 30
day shelter care hearing, when the kids were to return without getting
in too deep into the system.

and is trying to scare me away from approaching the case because
if I do anymore it's been setup in a manner to where If I start to
make public what injustice they've been doing...
they will claim "schizophrenia" to cover up the torture and fear tactics they've
utilized.

Initially Roble who has something to gain (trying to use me as an example to
say she is not muslim and muslim families are better than she is. She is Black.
Apparently I am what I came into the world as and this is where I happen to
be now. )

If I try to defend myself too much they will then utilize my words against me to
bring about accusation made from the imagination.

So if I state something absurb like something that's happened to my family such as
when we went to the park, adults were sitting there harrassing us and utilizing racial
slander, waited for us to say certain things (meaning giving them clues as to any
information into who we associate with or any personal relationships we have to any
support systems) then following us to Kentucky Fried Chicken to then
ram my son in the leg with a Truck.

Okay, if I say anymore anything may happen.


--

Due to the nature of the business...

all the trash being piled up (the words documented by the particular social workers, yes you're actions are being documented for sure. THe truth) will be held on file
with all the agencies the business actually functions with.

--

I will then lose any rights to exercise and continue research in the fields I have as I have,
because they are pushing for incompetence.

--

If I pass that hurdle criminlization will be sure to follow.

--

So basicly the scientist is giving away everything due to jealous competitors or
anyone interested in making sure the ETHNIC ONE never gets credit for
the work she's done.

--

LET'S REMEMBER, BE PROUD OF YOUR BACKGROUND
BE PROUD OF WHATEVER YOU EXPERIENCE
BE PROUD OF WHERE YOU COME FROM
EVEN IF SOMEONE UTILIZES COMPLETE FEAR FACTORS TO SCARE YOU
OR INTIMIDATE YOU OUT OF BEING WHO YOU WERE BORN AS
BE HAPPY.

--

Through experience, not a pigment of the imagination...
Apparently I have something to offer due to the measuers certain folk
have taken against myself and my family.

Every minute away from their own family they may find, they
utilize to put away or separate as many times as they can.

Over and over and over again.

--

Do you know what it feels like to have someone threaten you with their gun.
A person in authority?

I don't like it. Especially a woman.
trying to protect her two small kids.

By the end of the day...

and by the time they are through with me,
because I have been gifted by God.

Not in arrogance do I say this, but
I would be neglectful to my Lord should
I deny utilizing whatever HE has ordained me with
for the betterment of others in this life.

I don't wake up in the morning to say...
Ooh ooh, i wanna be a lawyer so i'm gonna mock some successful person's lifestyle.

or

Oh ooh, i wanna be an activist so i'm gonna pretend to suffer
so i can get attention,

I don't think nearing death and facing fear and pain inflicted by
other people who hate is something anyone mocks for the
sake of gathering on lookers.

Even cops have told me in the year 2007 ,

"there is no such thing as justice"

can you imagine? A cop telling someone this.
Oh please.
Isn't this field of work JUSTICE?

hmmm...

anywho, by the end of the day due to the gift that has been given
other's will make certain that any field i have the slightest inclination of power in, barriers
will be sure to get installed.

Okay instead of sugar coating...and trying to please others searching for the cutest words...

I tend to be outrageously influential and will have great power in any field I choose to work in.

Hell, I'm currently working for nothing and people are now jealous of my pain and agony.

Get real! You caused it! Deal with it!

Oh, as I began to say...

By the end of the day others involved will attempt, and attempt to make certain that every piece of public equipment is made unavailable to me by either citing me with Trespassing, suspending library accounts, making computers unavailable to me, trying to get a restraining order against me from my kids, then filing for termination of parentage and probably fabricating a false police report stating i committed suicide.


****

Sorry, I still AIN'T depressed.

I'm amused.

"word of the day"

daughter

next word...

feel like your getting stalked.
It's not paranoia.

It's one of the members of the jury,
conducting the examination without you knowing
to bring back into the court of law
and form an opinion from seeing your actions in
about 10-15 minutes.

Oh, and the IRS for tax purposes.

Also...incompetence means

when you work on building a business for 4-5 years.
The moment the fool signs the incompetence space on the court document,
all the proceeds from the business goes to whomever is the heir.

Billions.

As well as any Medical Patents or Administrations, books, royalties, and any custody rights
submitted previously to maintain custody and prove fraud.

Any previously entered contracts are considered void UNLESS the fool shows their face
and is there to take credit for it.

See it's too hard at this point to simply steal the ideas and change the names because the
subjects researced are far too odd and unique.

And by the way I don't have life insurance.

I get it now...

THE COURT LIAISON MENTIONED SHE NEVER TOLD THE REAL ESTATE AGENT NOT TO ENTER INTO A PURCHASE AND SELL AGREEMENT WITH ME. SHE CLAIMS THIS IS NOT HER JOB.


IT APPEARS THE ONLY OTHER PERSON THAT WOULD DO THIS IS JENNA AYTCH. THE SOCIAL WORKER.

HOW CAN YOU ASK A PERSON TO PROVE YOU ARE COMPETENT...
THEY TURN IN DOCUMENTS PROVING THEY ARE BUSY WORKING AND CONDUCTING
LIFE AS USUAL, AND THEY CALL EVERY CONTACT ON THE PAPERWORK TO

PREVENT ANYTHING YOUR DOING FROM GETTING ACCOMPLISHED.
IF THIS IS MY WORK, AND YOU ARE RUINING EVERY STEP, HOW
WILL YOU EVER FIGURE OUT WHAT I'M DOING FOR WORK.
THERE WILL BE NONE.

THEY MEAN MENTALLY COMPENTENT TO THEIR ADVANTAGE.
COMPETENT HOWEVER, MEANS ABLE TO WORK.
IF YOU ARE BLACKLISTED HOWEVER, YOU CAN'T WORK.

I HAD TO BREAK IT DOWN ABC...BECAUSE THIS IS HOW THEY CONVEY THEMSELVES
WHEN THEY SPEAK TO ME.

THIS IS CALLED PROVOKING SO WE CAN GET YOUR KIDS AS SLAVES.

THEN THEY WILL CHANGE THE SOCIAL WORKER, PROBABLY TO A BLACK SOCIAL WORKER AND
PRETEND AS IF THERE WAS NO RACISM OCCURING DURING THE INITIALLY SCREWED UP
HEARINGS AND PROCEEDINGS.

SO ALL THE FEELINGS I'VE ACQUIRED FROM THE INJUSTICE SERVED BY THE EVIL DOER'S WILL
THEN MAKE NO SENSE BECAUSE THE STRATEGY IS TO SWITCH AND SWITCH.

YOU KNOW, COVER THEMSELVES.

"words of the day"

motel
repellent - a substance that repells insects

"words of the day"

Snorkle

Plumbing

Stampede

Insect Bites

Malaria

(someone recently made a threat with this)

Octopus

Radiation

Heating

target (oh I know what this one stands for already)

Initially the CPS referral stated children are not enrolled in school, however

I was homeschooling them. Because I am too "stupid" because of my race to

teach an accelerated child of a particular race, I was leather-whipped for it.

My son, in the last visitation showed me his back. It was covered in mosquito bites.

I asked him where those came from. He stated, "i got them when i stayed outside last night".

When I we began our drawing session during visitation,

apparently from the previous visitation the people were jealous

therefore they taught him how to draw a

TARGET.

I said, "Jordan, what is this?"

He said, "a gun target"

I know some people involved in certain organizations so I knew exactly

what has happened.

Office Holder or "Official"

I will continue to update the "words of the day".

Words of the day...

"Words of the Day"

In Physics, Psychoanalysis, NLP, etc. sometimes, unless you have intentional experience which is not my case, however I've learnt to live with it, it's not clear where the informational source's origination is from.

Chances are it could be in another state or something.

This is what my experience has taught me thus far...

I tend to get a problem with something that nags and nags annoyingly on one subject.

Like, during the floods here in the NW a woman drowned in her basement.

1 week prior during the storm season a number 8 kept landing on my prayer rug.

The kids and I play with plastic number chips.

The number 8 kept landing on my prayer rug day after day.

I just kept on praying.

I knew there was meaning, however just couldn't do anything about it.

On the 15th of December when my kids were stolen into foster care

the winds kept bothering me.

It was a quiet bothering.

I felt so alone.

I could hear the storm like whistling surrounding the apartment.

All I could think about was where my children were.

If they were okay, are they afraid, a great FEAR CAME OVER MY BODY.

All I could do was pray a few raka's on my royal prayer rug.

Of course I had also told the courts I was working on

30 audio biographies. The proceeds would go toward the procurement

of property for my children.

The social worker made fun of me in the Juvenile court and

persuaded the Attorney General to type up that I had been acting

psychotic, and they were thinking of not allowing me to come back into the

Court. This is because I had handled the case Pro Se so well,

the kids were scheduled to return by the 30 day shelter care hearing.

No one from the opposing party showed up to court.

I however, walked across the AURORA BRIDGE through electrical wires

in flooded water to make it into court to retrieve my kids.

This is when they got the Sheriff to escort me out. I told the Sheriff may

I please time stamp the court documents to make sure everyone knows I showed up.

He said "mam, if you don't leave we're going to take measures."

I then said, "oh-oh" I've been here since 6:00 AM unfortunately I timestamped

20 documents already. Will I get arrested?" They said just leave, and stared at each other like

they fumbled.

They locked the doors because this would have given me the advantage and no chance for my children to get screwed up in foster care and psychiatry sessions like little slave rats being experimented on.

--

As I was saying earlier on in the story...

at about 12:15 or 1:00 am the energy came over my body so badly filled with FEAR

I couldn't sit inside the apartment. I ran as fast as I could to the Police Station and

tried to figure out a way to tell the officer someone was about to die.

I knew she would look at me crazy, and with the current dependency case going on

I didn't want to interfere with the "psychotic" letter the Attorney General had just

answered with to try and keep my kids in custody, and he knows me well by the way. He's a bit of a Snob I've learned!

I told the police officer, "have you guys checked for any unsual puddles in the neighborhood? What if someone is about to drown? What if someone is about to die? I kept getting the words "LEVY" in my mind. Which meant something was about to break or give in and it had something to do with water.

On the news later on, An author, who happened to be in a "domestic partnership" (that means a same sex relationship) drowned in her basement while trying to recover all her years work of writings.

She had authored over 200 audio-biographies and a levy broke near her home.

She was trapped under the water for exactly 8 minutes.

***

No one wanted to tell me where my kids were and they are actually placed with a "domestically partnered" couple (two males) near the water in Bremerton. They placed my children about 100 miles away from me and I have to cross the ocean to visit them.

***

See, the key to getting my kids back before going over the 30 shelter care hearing is that the initial CPS (child protective services) report may be COUNTERCLAIMED and modification of custody would not be necessary.

BUT instead, their goal was simply to throw as many barriers in place to make definate my children would be in a position to actually not legally be in my custody.

THAT STORM WAS REALLY QUITE HORRIBLE.

I'LL NEVER FORGET THE INJUSTICE.

I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT FEAR THAT TOOK OVER MY BODY.

IT WAS AS IF MY KIDS' SPIRIT MERGED WITH MINE AND

WE WERE PROTECTING ONE ANOTHER DURING THE STORM.

GOD SEES EVERY INJUSTICE.

AND SPIRITS TRAVEL.

सय थिस विथ मे...

प्रिमर्य।
नुमेरो उनो
फर्स्ट इन लीन
मोठेर

Character

अ कोन्वेन्तिओनलिज़ेद् ग्राफिक डिवाइस प्लासद ओं अन ऑब्जेक्ट अस अन इन्दिकाशन ऑफ़ ओव्नेर्शिप, ओरिगीं, ओर रिलेशनशिप

अ मगीकल अन अस्त्रोलोगीकल एम्ब्लेम

वन ऑफ़ थे अत्त्रिबुतेस ऎंड फ़ीचर्स ठाट मके उप ऎंड दिस्तिन्गुइश अन इन्दिविदुअल
गोट चरक्टेर?

MYSPACE? Good or Bad...

Okay. I've heard so many rumors about myspace and have, by people in authority, heard of chastizing some that have utilized myspace for horrible dealings. So I've not gone there since posting a picture about a year ago.

Then I thought. I would be a complete idiot not to utilize the most popular website on the internet bringing in over 2,000,000 hits for those who have networked like a smart person or actually have the time to do so.

So up yours! I will utilize whatever those genius programmers and marketers come up with.


Salaam Alaikum. MYSPACE IS GOOD FOR GOOD PEOPLE!

While the kids suffer mentally from seperation...

like traded animals.

The workers blow us off and find the situation funny...

When the munchkins eyes used to have a glow like this...

During the Visitation with munchkins...

Near the Navy Shipyards -- The 'Piers'

Inside were little items to bring joy to our meeting.

Activities for reading, praying, teaching, and

I cooked them a meal. We ate as usual.

Insha'Allah

Insha'Allah... Ma Boyfriend is ma Husband and

ma husband is ma bestfriend.

Down to ride till the very end...

Just me and ma boyfriend. Hmmm...
I wonder how that would sound rollin off my tongue.

You clever lil' devil...let's see which one you were

premeditating to try and ruin my career. Hehe. Let's remember it's not nice to stalk and harass someone to lure them into treachery. If you wanna be a friend-- be a friend. If you wanna BE YOUR FRIEND-- Invest in yourself.

Let's remember as well. There are lot's of men in the world. We don't have to premeditate crimes against others because a particular man chose a particular woman.

As of 04/08/2004:
The following list is applied by the DSHS Background Check Central Unit to determine the type of letter to issue. Please see your licenser, contractor or DSHS policy contact if you need further information.

Crimes List: ADSA RCS
Abandonment of a child
Abandonment of a dependent person
Abuse or neglect of a child
Arson 1
Assault (no degree)
Assault 1
Assault 2
Assault 3
Assault 4/simple assault (3 or more years)
Assault of a child
Burglary (no degree)
Burglary 1
Carnal knowledge
Child buying or selling
Child molestation
Communication with a minor for immoral purposes
Criminal mistreatment
Custodial assault
Custodial interference
Custodial sexual misconduct
Dealing in depictions of minor engaged in sexual explicit conduct
Extortion
Forgery (5 or more years)
Incest
Indecent exposure/Public indecency (Felony)
Indecent liberties
Kidnapping
Malicious harassment
Manslaughter
Murder/Aggravated murder
Other Crime(s)
Patronizing a juvenile prostitute
Promoting pornography
Promoting prostitution (no degree)
Promoting prostitution 1
Prostitution (3 or more years)
Rape
Rape of child
Registered sex offender
Robbery
Selling or distributing erotic material to a minor
Sexual exploitation of minors
Sexual misconduct with a minor
Theft (no degree)
Theft 1
Theft 2 (5 or more years)
Theft 3 (3 or more years)
Unlawful imprisonment
Vehicular homicide (negligent homicide)
Violation of child abuse restraining order
Violation of protection/contact/restraining order

Juice Newton's...

Just call me Angel
Schweet haart

Ma Daddy gave me this Caddy.

*****
Midnight
And I'm a-waitin'
On the twelve-0-five
Hopin' it'll take me
Just a little farther down the line

Moonlight
You're just a heartache in disguise
Won't you keep my heart from breakin'
If it's only for a very short time

Playing with the queen of hearts
Knowin' it ain't really smart
The joker ain't the only fool
Who'll do anything for you
Laying out another lie
Thinkin' 'bout a life of crime
'Cos that's what I'll have to do
To keep me away from you

Honey, you know it makes you mad
Why is everybody tellin' everybody
What you have done
Baby, I know it makes you sad
But when they're handin' out the heartaches
You know you got to have you some

Playing with the queen of hearts
Knowin' it ain't really smart
The joker ain't the only fool
Who'll do anything for you
Laying out another lie
Thinkin' 'bout a life of crime
'Cos that's what I'll have to do
To keep me away from you

[Instrumental Interlude]

Lovers, I know you've had a few
But hide your heart beneath the covers
And tell 'em they're the only one
And others, they know just
What I'm going through
And it's a-hard to be a lover
When you say you're only in it for fun

Playing with the queen of hearts
Knowing it ain't really smart
The joker ain't the only fool
Who'll do anything for you

Playing with the queen of hearts
And knowing it ain't really smart
The joker ain't the only fool
Who'll do anything for you

And laying out another lie
Thinkin' 'bout a life of crime
'Cos that's what I'll have to do
To keep me away from you

***

My favorite childhood artist.

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John Doe bought a new house...

John D. pays $1500.00 per month for his home.
John initially purchased the home as his own.
John divorced Jane, and foreclosed on the property.
Lola likes John.
Jane got alimony. Jane refinanced to John.
John now lives in his leased home with Lola.
Lola likes Stan.
John ejected Lola.
Lola got palimony. John don't have a place to live.
Lola loaned him some money from the inheritance.
Lola married Stan.

Man!

Austin Powers? I love that movie. The 1st one.

I'm trying to remember why. The first time I learned to laugh insanely.

Inklinations of the day...

Trespassing. Hmmm...

Prayers are refreshing...when negative energy is inflicted.

It appears that we must suplicate to recover our innocence and energy
after the world takes us on a horrific roller coaster ride.

Considerable Factors: Timeline, Endurance, Tolerance, Capacity for fair judgment.

Have you ever been taken on a roller coaster ride?
What if your children were taken on a roller coaster ride?

I have. At Great America in San Jose, California as a kid.
I was maybe 10 or 11 years old.

The grown up at the ticket booth measured me first because it's against the law to allow a child that's too short on board. I've never had that problem. I've always been tall, skinny or "lanky", and weighed about 97 pounds during my adolescent phase.

The initial CPS referrel that got the investigators knocking on the door stated by Roble Abdinoor was, "the kids look malnourished and starving".


Their father is a bit tall and thin as well. Considering those factors one would hope to make offspring similar in qualities of the parents. That's the beauty of it all.

If I were shorter and chubby I'd expect a cute cherib angel with chubby cheeks and big fat dipples. That's the beauty of it all. Parents are proud of similarities.


**

If children are not aloud on roller coasters at the Fairground because of danger,
why would a group of adults force a child onto the roller coaster's version of life?

This type of trauma is far more dangerous than a tiny roller coaster at the fair grounds.

**

Are adults making any sense these days? Do they need a vacation from work or what?
Cuz I sure do need a job.

Yeah, I own a business. But I need a job.

Motion Pictures...Othello by Shakespeare

With me as the star or costar!

Bacterial Fungus over 95% of My child's right hand.

You mean to tell me you have welfare money coming in for 2 humans.
You mean to tell me you have transportation.
You mean to tell me you have the entire DSHS on your side.
You mean to tell me you have gas money.
You mean to tell me you function in society.
You mean to tell me you have so MANY RESOURCES.
You mean to tell me you have a clean background record and the powers
or priveleges granted to WHITE PEOPLE and
last but not least has A MEDICAL COUPON AND ACCESS TO DOCTORS
AND GOT THE WELL CHILD CHECK

....L


YET HAS A BACTERIAL FUNGUS ON 95% OF HIS FRICKIN HAND.

The child has been with me for almost 5 years.
We've been through hell and back.

and their skin is spotless with no scrapes, scratches, bruises, or rashes.

Especially a FUNGUS WITH CHAFFED SKIN.

...

You're kids haven't had a WELL CHILD CHECK...

You haven't been to the DOCTOR IN 10 YEARS.

You're crazy.

No. I'm a preventative care practitioner.

You're crazy.

Bacterial Fungus & A-l-l-e-r-g-i-e-s...NEGLECT

Let's repeat after me...

Neglect is when you kidnap a child from it's mother
using a fool to write the report.

Hold the children hostage.

Threaten the mother to get a psych evaluation because
she has a "mental health history"

compiled of the tacoma masjid incident, might I add.
Where we were fraudulently arrested into custody.

and any provoked or manufactured events since the kidnap of my children.
This is always the best vengeance. Take the candy and provoke the child to cry.

The Classic Classic Touch.

How many psych eval's should I get? As many as it takes for
me to loath my worthless as* on Social Security Disability.

To suppress my true worth.
TO prevent me from ever doing something worth working for in my life.


-----

"So when do I get my kids back?" I ask

When you get a psych evaluation. (the social worker assigned to the case)

Honestly, she needs a psychological evaluation.

Then we proceed with the visitation and they bring food for the children to eat,

which has MOLD ON IT.

----
I'm sorry who needs the psychological evaluation? Hmmm...

--

But you analyze everything. You're schizophrenic.

--

No. You're stupid. I analyzed the MOLD on the food to make sure my kids didn't eat it.

That's called hygeine and sanitation.

--

O-K-A-Y

Supression is not O-K-A-Y...

Duh!

When a child is on visitation with the parent supervised as if they are at alchatraz (spelling?)

And he begins mocking what appears to be an adult whipping on the buttocks a child, repeating "you've been a bad boy, turn that thing over. I'm gonna whip your butt!"

Then the supervisor say "tell him to stop!!! He can't say that. Runs out of the visitation room (leaving us unsupervised if I may add), I'm gonna go get my boss.

Is he allowed to talk about stuff like that?

Hmmm...

Oh! Did mother and child catch you in the act?


Let's say it together...

I-t's N-O-T O-k-a-y t-o a-b-u-s-e a c-h-i-l-d?

When we suppress natural emotions in children, we are suppressing their wellbeing.
This is psychologically damaging. This leaves no actual reality for reunification, however leads to psychiatry.

We don't fix what's not broken.
And where things are not broken we dont fix.



Now, should the supervisor really be asking me for advice during a visitation that's supposed to be supervising me?

Hmmm...I'm getting tired of working for no money.

Double immunization doses...new research!

Not formal research, however recorded research.

Has proven when a child neglectfully receives
double dosages of immunizations
their speech becomes slurred.

Seriously!

Neglect is when you have access to your own system,
and still DON'T pull up records of immunizations.

Intentionally done for research or spite and hate perhaps?

Hmmm...

Conjunctivitis...'pink eye'.

How filthy must you be when a child is in your care for 72 hours to where he accummulates conjunctivitis.

Clean your filthy house!

OR

Stop lying when documenting records.
The person reporting this should be held liable.

Hyperthyroidism, hypothyroidism, conjunctivitis, and bacterial fungus

Hmmm...

and Information only CPS referrels.

again,

hmmm...

were you on crack when you reported this?
There are activities available for you to
utilize 5 minutes of your time more productively.

My 3 year old utilizing her time when pronouncing words
more productively than when this adult wasted there time.

Sheesh!

Bill of Rights

I believe in the first ten amendments
to the United States Constitution which guarantee
civil liberties.

HowAever, this right is currently not in
affect with my family.

Which makes slavery and deprivation legal.
As well as employment blacklisting.

I guess they expect me to prostitute.
--]
It's like placing a rat in a maze.
you put the liberty or the 'cheese'
at the end of the maze, but place barricades
along the pathway.

The rat's fate is then under the control of the
cage owner.

You want the rat to wear a clown hat on his
way to the cheese so you make access available
via the circus route.

You don't want the rat to wear a Master's cap and gown,
so you add little tiny pieces of cardboard to block off
those access points where dignity lies.

--

Little do the rat know, the owner of that cage is 1
individual. The individual bought the cage at teh
99 cent store, and there is a higher power.

--

FATE or DESTINY actually lies in the hands of the
higher power. The higher power is GOD.

Surrogacy

Surrogacy is a wonderful alternative.
I believe in surrogacy.

The key however, is to make sure the parent
actually is aware of what your doing.

Otherwise this is considered kidnapping.

Reminders for Caregivers...

of children...


Um...
If you have a daycare.
Um... it's not okay to let the tv watch the children.
Why? Um...because um... it's not.
--
It's not okay to put the baby into the swing
prop the bottle upon a towel and let the child drink until they fall asleep.
Phew..don't ask why. I know it's insane, but um..it's just not okay.
--
It's not okay to let THE CHILD WANDER AROUND FOR MORE THAN 2
MINUTES IN THEIR DIRTY DIAPER.

I'm almost 30, and well call me insane but if I poop on myself I'd rather
be under the supervision of an adult who may hold the capacity to empathize
with this uncomfortability. And after they've empathized with this inconvenience
adhere to a personal level of hygeine which would hopefully carry over into the
'work' time bracket.

Heck. Call me crazy but, um... who came up with these stupid insane rules.
I guess it's just not okay.
Um... kinda especially if DSHS have issued you a LICENSE.
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It might make it easier upon you and the children if you adhere to a
clean-up rule. Not just clean 1 hour before the inspector shows up.
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Um...it's not okay to make love in front of any children.
Gees! Let me break this one down for the child care challenged...

This includes holding hands in a romantic manner
Kissing
Groping
Fondling
Any movies or television broadcasts that provides exposure to this
Using romantic words while in their presence.

Why? Um...this is not what you were hired to do jack***.
But, call me insane. Who came up with these crazy psychotic rules?
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Okay, here's the big whopper...

I'll speak really very s-l-o-w-l-y...

I-t's  n-o-t    o-k-a-y  t-o  s-m-o-k-e marijuana or anything else 
for that matter.

Why? Oh. Um. Call me insane, but see when kids are well kids,
they tend to well kind of need supervision to not get into things
that will harm them.

Say this with me....

I don't think smoking or drinking in front of your kids are okay when
you pay me to watch your kids.

I will not smoke marijauna to expose the kids to drugs and insult you
by pretending that you are schizophrenic when you say what's that smell.

Because being a responsible adult or childcare provider whether i have a clean
background record or not, means to have respect for myself and not lie to
the parents when they come to pick up their children.

I am hallucinating when I am under the influence and this is not good for the
kids.

What I do on my own time is no one else's business, but when I go through the efforts
to involve myself with someone else's children risking their health, I am accountable.

This is called being responsible.

If I don't know how to babysit, I will not attempt to graduate from childcare licensing
to place small children in jeopardy.

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Moving along.
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It's not okay to not feed children when they are 'bad'.
This is why there is a system called discipline.
We as humans need food and water to live.

If there is a behavioral problem, we utilize various methods of discipline.
If we don't eat, there will be no FUNCTION at all.

If there is no function, then there will be no child to discipline and enjoy
and teach, etc. etc.
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We don't threaten children.
This is called um...BATTERY.
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We don't touch the children. Um...yeah.
Hun we don't TOUCH the children.
There are psychiatric wards in place for this kind of behavior.
and no...invasion of space is NOT WELCOME.

Sure you can get upset if you'd like. If you are getting upset, this
means your next visit should be the intake.
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Let's see what else.
Belts. I don't think children like these.
Call me mentally psychotic, but I don't like'em so I'm guessing
the kids don't either.

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'Repossession'. This is a huge downer for kids.
Never repossess their happiness by consistently taking aways things
you know they enjoy.

They are not financing a car from you. THey have not bought a house
from you, so belittling their confidence by consistently repossessing
their belongings, whether it be their favorite shirt, shoe, toy, book, string,
anything enjoyable or sentimental. Oh...or their parents.

THis is called reposession. You want to let them know you're in control of not
only the financing, but the entire environment.

It's like calling a child a monkey. Not like "George" on PBS kids cartoons, but
telling them your nothing but a little monkey boy, in a dehumanizing manner.

Um...what you're doing is called dependance. You're entire being is dependant on
your ego. In order to fulfill your ego, you have to recharge your ego batteries, or
'fill up the gas tank' if you will.

So everytime you make the little kid feel like crap, you are boosting your worn down
ego in order to feel powerful and in control.

Someone probably did this to you, or you are probably a disadvantaged person in society
therefore without any actual basis for your being here on earth, or a foundation spiritually
you are DEPENDANT.

You compensate by getting in where ever you can fit in. If this means easy access to a vulnerable adult (a pregnant woman with emotional timidity, elderly, ill, etc.), child, or even pets, you persistently and continuously "prey" on them to feed your foundation which is based on emptiness and uncertaintly, clearly lonely or abused and/or shunned from an environment you so wish to be an accepted part of.

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Moving along...

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The best advice for me to offer those who consider healthy caregiving, not just what appears to be elite, or cute, or professional, or maintaining the status quo, but caregiving that actually satisfies a human being or any being in a manner which leaves them feeling they have purpose in life as well as dignity and independance.

Simply place yourself in that person's shoes, and pretend you have their level of capacity.
Whether it be that of a doctor, a child, an elderly, etc.

Think of how they would respond according to their level of experience, capacity, ability, etc.
When taking this moment to stop, think, review, act, then respond you may just have enabled your access to tap into the undiscovered talents and/or interpersonal skills you need to successfully and satisfactory communication resulting in desired response with others.
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What does this mean?

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It means now you know the difference between insanity, incompetence, character, humbleness, humility, discipline, interactivity, abuse, trial and error, culture, and how to utilize should you every be placed, in  a position of authority.
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Last but not least. Know your boundaries. Just because you wanna stay home with your own kids because you're broke, doesn't mean you should take the easiest route and care for children to recieve a welfare check.

There's so many other things you may be good at rather than letting a few strange kids roam around your house while you watch soap opera's all day long.
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If you are homebound, wanna stay at home with your kids for the first several years to instill that bond and sense of security for your children's wellbeing, please don't take the simple route.

Nothing comes easy in this life. If it's easy it's lying to you.
If you see another family doing something that looks like they are better off than you, please don't try to be the replica of that family. Chances are they suffered and sacrificed to get where they are and you should never get jealous.

Some people make fools out of themselves, dress up like a chicken and stand at the corner of the road for $5.95 hour, because they have created a plan. There plan probably has phases.
They may be at phase I out of 20 phases. If you haven't seen them throughout there journey
and in your eyes, 'all of a sudden' they own a 75 Million dollar mansion. Chances are they sacrificed and don't even care about money.  It really never happened over night. They more than likely have VALUES.

When you have values, you have foundation. Stick to your values and you are sure to never go wrong.

Moving along...
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Complete insanity!
Remember the reminders before you attempt to care for someone else's child.
And mistakes do happen, we are human and not robotic perfectionists, however
be as normal as possible and put your best efforts forward.

Jordan & Saana

5 Minutes of my time well spent.

and then she felt...

she should shy away from the fool's quarrel.
Go far far away...where peace lies.
Serenity and purpose.
Not where the vultures are hungry.

Where peace lies.
Somewhere far from evil eyes.

If you love art...try Henna!

Let's Revisit Science...

Healthcare; Federal Budget; Deficit; Incorrect Administration; Solutions?

Mental Illnesses: Mild to Advanced Schizophrenia and the behaviorism of Multiple Personalities.

Theoretically speaking, "schizophrenia" is capable of stages, whether mild or advanced, triggered by exposure
to something relating to a truamatic event.

Smells, sounds, oppression, abuse, exporsure, etc. Individuals experiencing this illness or the caregivers working
with them should consider the following before a diagnosis is complete.

Careful research is timely, which equals higher costs in Healthcare treatments also leading to more tax dollars going
towards good healthcare.

Why? The most common of mental illnesses are diagnosed in the following communities:

Senior Citizens
Veterans
Minorities
Individuals with no healthcare insurance

WOW! Something so simple, yet we are unwilling to fix it. Why? Too much time. An overhaul of the kind will preoccupy
the leaders involved in the Administration, Operation, Livelihood and Direction of this Nation's Healthcare System.
A premature Revolution if you will. UH OH! Are they ready for this? Are we ready for this? Kind of like premature ejaculation.

You wanna fix it, however, the patience it would take including discipline is too unappealing leaving you to believe it's just
not worth it. Solutions have been invented.

When a person ejaculates prematurely, the brain is telling the body's auto pilot or "sex drive" to move forward uncontrollably, however
the brain can train through discipline the "sex drive" utilizing endurance and patience or Alternative Medicine to druglessly
provide the body a 'decoy' or gateway to curve the appetite of rushing through this process.

When the brain strategically controls those previous urges resulting in explosive release, the contrary results in
longevity.

Longevity in the control of blood flow to this sensitive muscle by meditation. Drugless, complimentary medicine or
CAM or Naturopathic Medicine or Alternative Medicine complimenting the Traditional Medical Experts actually
serves a purpose.

At the Institute for Alternative Medicine and the Council for Naturopathic Medical Education, Founder RLG...
Research studies have proven this may be possible, however not yet (Medical Patents Pending Inventor RLG)
formally tested.

To Be Continued...

"Can't we

...all just get along?" -Rodney King

Pass my Duchess...

Eggheads Youth Coalition International presents...

CARNIVAL the song.
To be released shortly with a British flavor of course!
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Pass my duchess to the left hand side,
Pass my duchess to the right...Hey.

You gotta pass her to the left hand side, No.
You gotta pass her to the right...Hey.

b-dubby dubby dubby drum drum drum
b-dubby dubby dubby dum.

b-dubby dubby dubby drum drum drum...hey
b-dubby dubby dubby dum.

rich in colour
vibrant and svelte
varieties in faces
climactic madness is what's felt
introducing the celebrations of the carnival life
never to be mistaken now, the aroma's breeze in the air
of sophistication, nothin less of sweet sweet sweet debonair, hey

(chorus
b-dubby dubby dubby drum...drum...drum hey
b-dubby dubby dubby dum

b-dubby dubby dubbby drum...drum...drum, oh
b-dubby dubby dubby dum)

captivating are the celebrations of the carnival life
so, tidy up your energy and prepare to be amazed
no worries, exuberant thoughts

no fears, brave little hearts are coming
with all happiness to share no tears, they are very rare so

pass my duchess to the left hand side
pass my duchess to the right

No, she's mine pass her to the left hand side hey
she's mine, pass her to the right

Pass my duchess to the left hands side hey
You gotta pass her to the right

(chorus
b-dubby dubby dubby drum...drum...drum oh
b-dubby dubby dubby dum.

b-dubby dubby dubby drum...drum...drum hey
b-dubby dubby dubby dum)

the kiddies, the kiddies
they masquerade through the streets

pitter...patter...pitter...patter
they are disguised in a colorful collage

sunshine and rainbow are the mirage

drum...drum...drum
drum...drum...drum

splendor is the celebration of the carnival life
oh, how i wish i could touch

i wish that i could see
i wish i were there
how thrilled would i be,

the feel of the lime silk dress
with gold sequin clinching the trim
the costume would suit me quite well right
right against my skin

as i'm swinging
i sway
i'm swaying in the wind and soulfully
i would dance
right until the very end Hey

(chorus
b-dubby dubby dubby drum...drum...drum oh
b-dubby dubby dubby dum Hey

b-dubby dubby dubby drum...drum...drum oh
b-dubby dubby dubby dum)

the height of madness has filled the souls
of all those who had come
fascinated by costume attire
tinted rich reds, watermelon pinks, egyptian golds lest not forget oh
these are the days of the carnival life.

Never to be mistaken now...the aroma's breeze in the air
nothing less of sophistication now
and sweet sweet sweet debonair.

Oh...

Hey...Pass my duchess to the left hand side Hey
You gotta pass her to the right oh

My duchy here you know
Pass my duchess to the left hand side Hey

Pass my duchess to the right
She's mine, pass her over to the left hand side

No pass her over to the right.

Carnival Life!

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copyright RLG
inspired by Julian Dominic Cipriani

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