MEETING WITH THE PSYCHIATRIST

Dear Diary, how long must I go through life getting abused by dummies?
If they only knew how much they could learn from me.
But their own arrogance, superiority, pride, tradition, hate, etc. etc.
gets in the way of them accepting me as their teacher.

JEALOUSY WILL HOLD YOU BACK.

Diary,

If God could somehow teach the IDIOTS to stop abusing me and suppressing me, then blaming the damage they've done due to their own jealousy on none other than me, this would be an awesome blessing.

Instead of my family, be thankful for yours.
Instead of my man, get attention from yours.
Instead of my discoveries, get more education and invest in yours. I did.
Instead of demeaning my work, just broaden your horizons and don't be afraid of what I do. It's as simple as asking questions without trying to interupt every second you don't like the goodness in what I have to explain when responding. (THose are called 1 - sided conversations).
Instead of killing me with your insanity, allow God to do His work with His creations.
Instead of ruining me, then hiding and laughing behind closed doors, have some balls. Just be real. Your nothing until your something. Only you can make the change. Not me. So stop the madness and stop pushing me down to make yourself rise. This is a temporary fix. You'll still remain ignorant, it won't last. People will figure out your stupid. Like fake acrylic nails. You'll have to keep coming up with money to get them refilled over and over and over. They're still fake and they're still ugly. SO you'll still be stupid and your personality will still be ugly until you remove the fake acrylic nails and just be you.

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THE PSYCHIATRIST ASKED ME NOT TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT I DO FOR A LIVING. (I think it's because I'm so smart and only 28, and a minority) That's bad business for influencing small people (like my children) to grow up smart just like me.