HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART!

~Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim~

a uzu Billahi Minash Shaytanir Rajim.

You were my Birthday Present 5 Years ago.

My precious, precious Birthday Present.

We have shared so much joy and laughter, pain, and loneliness together.

Tears of joy, tears of sorrow.

You learning how to walk, you learning how to sing and dance.

You have taught me so much.

I have learned so much from you little boy.

We have learned to communicate in many ways.

Call it intuition, call it telepathy.

Our bond has already been established.

You were already given to me.

I have already been blessed.

We've been harrassed together.

We've run away from stalkers in the playground together.

We've called the cops together.

We've made beautiful music together.

Drawing, and singing "You're not the boss of me now", together.

You're a great, energetic singer.

When I was pregnant for Saana

you listened to the "lump" who later became known as the "basketball" in mommy's tummy.

You then fixed me peanut butter sandwiches when I was completely exhausted.

We cooked scrambled eggs together.

I don't know where you get those culinary skills from.

Must be your grandmother.

We've have accomplished so very much together.

Mash'Allah, what a blessing and pair we are.

We are family.

Family you can't buy.

It's priceless.

You can't walk into a family.

You can't stumble and beat your way into a family.

You can't cheat your way into a family.

You can't sleep your way up into a family.

It is what it is. What it's already been established as.

We are family.

It's already occurred. It's already happened.

We've been chased by members of the Ku Klux Klan together.

We've run from gangsters together.

We were thrown into the Jail together when I was fraudulently arrested.

You were in my stomach.

Remember all those ladies talking to me in the cell?

Yes. It was that Violation of a NO CONTACT ORDER.

The personal recognizance I signed when taking the advice of Judge Jurado in Renton.

Always Violation of the NO Contact Order.

Especially, being that I didn't even know what DV meant.

Hmmm...

I had never been exposed to those type of words before.

See it goes both ways...

You either sign stuff quickly to stay out of shackles,

You are in a situation,

or the system coerces you into believing you are in a situation

to ensure you never have a relationship worthwhile.

Only people experienced in this really knows how to succer people that are inexperienced.

While walking someone tried to run over me while you were in my stomach.

I had to jump over a fence.

Now that you are here and were 4 1/2 they tried to kill you with a pickup truck.

Remember after driving for such a long drive, at the grocery store

our family members left us, stranded at night in the parking lot.

Then skidded off with your car seats. Sounds like they are psychotic.

and jealous.

But we are family.

We ARE FAMILY.

VICTORY HAS ALREADY PREVAILED.

AND WILL CONTINUE TO PREVAIL.

ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

BECAUSE WE ARE FAMILY.

IT'S ALREADY OCCURED.

IT'S ALREADY BEEN WRITTEN.

IT CANNOT BE ERASED.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JORDAN.

THE BIG NUMBER 5.

LOVE,

YOUR MOTHER.