**** DIPLOMATIC IMMUNITY ****

~ DIPLOMATIC IMMUNITY ~

Exemption from local taxation, court action, etc. in a foreign country, granted by international law to all members of a diplomatic service, their families, etc.

Diary: parietal cell

Thoughts...

Parietal cell:

any of the large, oval cells that secrete hydrochloric acid, found in the gastric glands of the mucous membrane that lines the stomach.

Parietal:

of, pertaining to , or forming the walls of a cavity or hollow structure; esp., designating either of the two bones between the frontal and occipital bones, forming part of the top and sides of the skull: attached to the wall of the ovary, as the placenta in some plants.

No Money in the world...

Paper cannot tell you how they feel.
Paper cannot cry on your shoulder.
Paper cannot hold you.
Paper cannot love you.

Money is Paper. Boring pieces of Paper.

And Surpassing Evil & the Evil Doers...

~Bismillah Ir Rahmanir Rahim a Uzu Billahi Minash Shaytanir Rajeem~

Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

Who would've of thought

I'd catch you...

Non violent thoughts of the day...

GOD is a universal GOD

GOD is a great GOD

GOD created all creatures

from dust.

HE alone will protect HIS true believers

and your false beliefs of your money, power, or magic

bribery, intimidation, etc. etc. will not prevail over HIM.

HE made you, HE made me.

HE gave you intellect in order to make correct decisions.

NONVIOLENCE is probably the most proper.

THe most RESPECTABLE.

The most DECENT.

The most SANE behavior in existence.

You see, the INSANE turn to VIOLENCE.

The SOPHISTICATED reak an AURA of LOVE.

GOD is LOVE

GOD is TRUTH

Take a look at 'THE MAN IN THE MIRROR'

&

JUDGE yourself

rather than causing ruin in the lives of the INNOCENT.

TRUTH of GOD, within HIM, of HIM, for HIM, about HIM

PREVAILS over any attempt at evil.

Insha'Allah,

(for the faithfully challenged...these are not threats, this is called a PRAYER. THis is not religion, it's called FAITH. IMAN.

so please don't ruin the JOY in the midst of the attempt to inflict AGONY upon a family. This has nothing to do with Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, etc. etc. Just a simple prayer right now.)

Let me begin.

Insha'Allah,

May I ask of your highness the opportunity to pray to YOU. Your undivided attention. For me and only me.

If you accept my prayer, this will be the most awesome of blessings.

It is you the MOST high of all Allah/GOD.

YOU created and OWN everything.

Endow those in need, Insha'Allah.

I am at YOUR mercy.

Thank YOU most high for my blessings.

I am so very blessed.

It is what I have been granted by YOU and only YOU

that I am most Thankful for,

because what YOU have written is what SHALL be.

No human, animal or other entity resides beside YOU.

May I, Insha'Allah obtain, maintain, sustain, and enjoy

just 1 morsel of 1% of joy, love, satisfaction, and greatness equal to

that of your power over all creation.

IT is YOU and YOU alone, most high who cherish Your work

Your posessions, your world.

Insha'Allah/GOD WILLING

I lift unto you Oh Lord/Allah, Most High the pathways of my destiny,

in which YOU (not a human for the challenged) hath created.

Bestow upon me Oh Master,

LONG LIFE...

Make any difficulties painless, bring your resources together OH LORD

MOST HIGH to simply

provide the best of pathways for endeavors Insha'Allah / GOD WILLING

for the betterment of society and advancement

Insha'Allah / GODWILLING

It's what our intentions are

not what frame has made us to appear as you have enlightened me.

Insha'Allah / GODWILLING

make it easy upon me, OH MOST HIGH

and I will repent for any faults or mistakes of mine

(to the challenged...there's nothing hidden in that sentence)

guide me OH LORD/ALLAH, to the best of places

while making the discipline easy upon me. SubhanAllah Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar.

Insha'Allah

I love YOU oh Lord.

You read into me

You see through me

I cannot hide anything

I cannot hid my devotion

I cannot hide my love for YOU

You are great YOU are good.

My focus YA ALLAH is on the following...

grasp all your followers Muslim, Christian, Jewish, Bhuddhists, Hindus, etc.

and Insha'Allah I pray to you grasp their energy

energy of goodness and gracefulness.

I pray for the following.

A solemn request...

Longevity

Long Life

Loveliness

Long Life

Health

Reassurance

Longevity

Peacefulness

Safety

Health

...

I ask you oh LORD most HIGH

bless me, heal me, change me, strengthen me

IF there are any foreign materials within my body,

Insha'Allah separate them safely from my body

MIRACLE

My Belief in YOU oh LORD is the MAGIC

necessary to obtain longevity.

I LOVE YOU oh LORD.

YOU are GREAT>

Ameen

Now on a serious note...Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim.

Divinitive Reading...

Heinous

Helicopter

Hell

Diamondback...

Rattlesnake Plantain:

Any of a genus (Goodyera) of small terrestrial orchids with spotted leaves and yellowish -white flower spikes.

hennapen - a little invention of mine several years ago. There's none like it. Thieves.

Fajr...SubhanAllah Alhamdullilah Allahu Akbar...

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim


Insha'ALlah I give myself to you .
ALthough I am only human, and far to imperfect
with flaws oh so infinate, please accept my prayer
and have mercy.

Change me, take me, heal me, make me beautiful for you
Insha'Allah. My everything is for you Ya Allah.

THe Most Beneficent, Most Merciful, Most Gracious
oh Allah, it is all in your name I place efforts.

I'm in love with you. At the feet of your bounty.
Should I make a mistake, correct me, but have mercy.

Enlighten me, but give me a second chance.
Don't give up on me.

Insha'ALlah make me whole, allow me to refresh myself, my senses
my pschye with grace and harmony, never to fall prey to victimization.

Victimization brought forth by my unwillingness to put forth a higher level
of effort.

THanks for my blessings. I am so blessed. Cover my munchkins.
INsha'Allah I pray for world peace and serenity amongst all.


-Me

YWCA Young Womens Christian Association...

HAVE THE DECENCY TO ADMIT A HUMAN BEING DIED AT YOUR FACILITY.
I HAVE NO RESPECT for THAT BEHAVIOR.


My mother gave me to a young man when I was 14 years old. I was promissed to him and we were scheduled to get married. As he was a couple years older than I, we were waiting until graduation and I was to be a military wife.

One summer we went swimming together at the YWCA - Young Women's Christian Association.
There are supposed to be responsible adults there to supervise and protect the children.

Apparently this was not so. The 'lifeguard' on duty was a parent who didn't know how to swim and she was having issues with responding quickly. She's not to blame though. She wasn't a lifeguard.

We were dropped off at the pool, and he was swimming in the deepest end of the pool. He was an awesome swimmer. Just like a fish.

We couldn't stay away from each other. He was tall, dark, and handsome.

I noticed him peeking at my bathing suit under the water and my little padded bra begin to come aloose, so I decided to go into the locker room to fix the little buddies.

My mother had sewn some little black pads into the bra ....


I will continue the story shortly.

Let's discuss Experiments....

and Mastectomy. Again it doesn't take a Rocket Scientist to figure this out. Let me begin my little lecture.

My mother was on the 8th floor of a highrise.
She consistently complained of how her left breast had been "chopped" off.
That mastectomy was done 6 months after my birth.
THe second at the age of 14 1/2.

She complained for years how she was in pain with this left mastectomy.
It actually appeared unprofessional.
THe right side was neater and completed in the NORTH.

My mother was found in her room while 80 degrees outside in the summer time,
smeltering in her Nursing Home room.
The oven was on nearly Broil
and her space heater was on high.

She complained of having chills and asked for a blanket as well when i arrived.
No one from this Highrise building contacted any of her children to say anything was wrong.

She was nearly frying to death.
She had a cathedor in her left chest as well.
When I arrived at Providence Hospital before contacting my brother,
the doctors removed the cathedor out of her.

I'm getting signs passed onto me of the following:

possible food poisoning from the soup kitchen where she had food served to her.
THis Highrise building was near HarborView Hospital in Seattle Wa.

Enlightenment...

Why was someone hung with a noose a few years ago ? I was too young to understand, but now It's really quite clear. Oops. Am I a witness and now someone have recognized me. Oh Oh. Well, we all have to die one day therefore I may as well serve a purpose by teaching others.


I'm sorry. Let me clarify it was reported that she hung herself.

My Mother & Divinitive Insights of the Day....

A couple years prior to her death, We made a promise to each other.
If I died before her, I would attempt to put efforts into moving objects or sending her signals to protect her.

She promised to do the same for me. We were very specific and spoke of death & dying all the time. This is why she came to me briefly in my dream and told me good bye, then my cell phone rang and it was my sister crying. She didn't say a word, but I already new that mom had just said goodbye.

No silly goose I'm not depressed. Get over yourself. My God.

:) Go take a look at yourself and form a diagnosis on your cheating family. Please. Now let me continue.

....

piety
go-between
marriage
shrewd
sybling
injustice
herdsman
stillbirth
Ramadan
engagement
FACT-FINDING
facilitation
Internet
New Zealand
Fiji Islands
///

clear
malt liquor
man

...
shotgun wedding
a wedding into which one or both partners are forced, as because of previous sexual intimacy or, esp., pregnancy
...
imported
Mother
Moslem
..
cess pool
a deep hole in the ground to receive drainage or sewage from sinks, toilets, etc.
...
grandma
Latina
...

...
Hafiz
...
hacking jacket - a jacket worn by horseback riders.
specific characteristics...
specialty
Garcia??? the name??? not sure

--
Garden Grove ??

Rose Petal???

--

Hispanic
--
gangsta
--ponytail
monoxide
Monogamy???

date rape???

--
daughter???
--
MARK
--
marry???
--Bronco -off white cream colored Bronco.
--
Bridgeport??

--
Righteous
--
plain clothes man - detective
--

catchup - ketchup
--
bug -a tiny microphone hidden to record conversation secretly.

pay

payback

pawnbroker

sixth sense

SKEET
--
deliberatecanine

--

calypso
--
psychic
--

creditable
--
credible
--
CHAUFFEUR
--



and last but not least. I will sum up (because I'm tired) this by adding one descriptive word.
I have no idea what the word will be, but the energy is working through me and oh well. Let's see what the word will be. By the way, I can't change the word even if I don't like what it will be.
Unfortunately,

Here goes nothing....


luck: basic sense, fortune, good luck. hence, "what occurs, what is fitting, lucky occurance." Fortune; fate. good fortune; success, porsperity, advantage, etc. an object believed to bring good luck.
to be lucky enough to come (into, on, through, etc.) crowd .

Divinitive Thoughts of the Hour Part III

Nuerology
Nerve Gas
Release
Rythem & Blues
Oven
Pilot Light ????
Ovary ????
Ovariectomy????

Oval????

Oval Office???? divination
drunk
drug

Pliers - small pincers in any of various forms, often with serrated jaws, for gripping small objects, bending wire, etc. often "pair of pliers"

Plot - a small area of gound maked off for some special use (garden).
Conspiracy. Scheme. to mark the position or course of on a map.????

Someone's destruction???

Plow boy...

Emily?

Eminent Domain

Emergency

Embryo

Champagne - Wine or drink

fetus???
fetal position.

India
fiance
Italian Somaliland
****************************force-feed*********************************
cocaine
INDIA
forbidden fruit??? (forbidden pleasure) affair???
forceps

pull-out
sea
SEAL
sea
tentacles
sucking
Tentacles
unhuman
polyp
RING
laparoscope
Dissolution
---

Distillation

---

a place where distillation is carried on

---

Parkinson's Disease
--

Rich
???--

Richard Pryier
--
Priar???
--
Paralysis
--
DISTILLARY
--Chaff??
Chair person

Chair woman
--

Chalk -- Chalk board -- Teacher
--

Chain Mail????

(OH MY GOD)

Rachel

.....................................................I'm done with this session.

'Catch 22'

A Paradox in a law, regulation, or practice that makes one a victim of its provisions no matter what one does.

Injustice

Divinitive thoughts of the hour ...PART II

Child Labor
Shoe Maker
Slavery

Mollusk

A soft-shelled nut. any of a large phylum (Mollusca) of invertebrate animals, including the chitons, gastropods, cephalopods, scaphopods, and bivalves characterized by a soft, unsegmented body, typically enclosed wholly or in part in a mantle and a clacareous shell, and usually having gills and a foot -- molluskan

Divinitive thoughts of the hour...

Sewer gas
Trapdoor
Plumbing
Any lure or device utilized to trap animals or people unsuspectingly
leakage
Trans

Hormone injections
Trap
injustice
To catch or trick unsuspectingly
Mastectomy

Alif Lam Mim

"Baqarah (The Heifer) Surah 2

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful...

1. Alif Lam Mim
2. This is the Book; In it is guidance sure, without doubt, To those who fear Allah;
3. Who believe in the Unseen, Are steafast in prayer, And spend out of what We Have provided for them;
4. And who believe in the Revelation Sent to thee, And sent before thy time, And (in their hearts) Have the assurance of the Hereafter.

26. Taqwa, and the verbs and nouns connected with the root, signify: (1) the fear of Allah, which, according to the writer of Proverbs 1:7 in the Old Testiment, is the beginning of Wisdom; (2) restraint, or guarding one's tongue, hand, and heart from evil; (3) hence righteousness, piety, good conduct. All these ideas are implied: in the translation, only one or other of these ideas can be indicated, according to the context. See also 47:17; and 74:56, n. 5808.

27. All bounties proceed from Allah. They may be physical gifts, e.g. food, clothing, houses, gardens, wealth, etc. or intangible gifts, e.g., influence, power, birth and the opportunities flowing from it, health, talents, etc. or spiritual gifts, e.g. insight into good and evil, understanding of men, the capacity for love, etc. We are to use all in humility and moderation. But we are also to give out of every one of them something that contributes to the well-being of others. We are to be neither ascetics nor luxurious sybarites, neither selfish misers or thoughtless prodigals.

28. Righteousness comes from a secure faith, from sincere devotion to Allah, and from unselfish service to humankind."

--Al Koran ('Abdullah Yusuf Ali) Newly Edited Revised Translation.

(If mistakes were made on my part while quoting the translations please do excuse my flaw. Thank you.)

متوسط

Happy Birthday Mommy...Straitlaced.

The little Munchkin Stroodle! So Precious.

The Munchkins Again!

DIvinitive Thoughts...Precisely.

PSYCHOLOGICAL WARFARE COPULATES WITH TACTICS RESULTING IN STARVATION OF MASS PEOPLES.

Let's not forget Biological Warfare as well...

It doesn't take a RoCkEt ScIeNtiSt to figure that one out.

You can't fight your lover in a divorce case, and expect to utilize
their phonelines, real estate, plumbing systems, water systems and
electricity with a peace of mind and they not get jealous or hold animosity.

DUring a WAR. Helloooo!

People fight over a girl taking a glance at another man, and you didn't know animosity is held during this time?

The winner remains 50 STEPS AHEAD. THis is WAR, not a WWF wrestling match.

Insha'ALlah I pray for peace.

Schizoid or Just Plain Cautious.

Never fight your opponent in a Divorce battle if you are living in their home.
Helloooo!!! Don't you remember when your luggage came up missing?
Because your fighting your lover, but your living in your lover's HOUSE.

You don't think they hold animosity toward you? You can't expect to gain their house,
sue them for their money, sue them for their Benz, take the kids, leave them lonely
and rely on their home as your means of sustanance!

That's why your luggage came up missing!

Apply the same scenario to the current war. Let your imagination soar to new heights.

rEfeRenDuM...

(b) Referendum.

The

power reserved by the people is the referendum, and it may be ordered on any act, bill, law, or any part thereof passed by the legislature, except such laws as may be necessary for the immediate preservation of the public peace, health or safety, support of the state government and its existing public institutions, either by petition signed by the required percentage of the legal voters, or by the legislature as other bills are enacted: Provided, That the legislature may not order a referendum on any initiative measure enacted by the legislature under the foregoing subsection (a). The number of valid signatures of registered voters required on a petition for referendum of an act of the legislature or any part thereof, shall be equal to or exceeding four percent of the votes cast for the office of governor at the last gubernatorial election preceding the filing of the text of the referendum measure with the secretary of state.

Right TO BeAr Arms...ABUSE OF AUTHORITY

SECTION 24 RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS.

THe rights of
the individual citizen to bear arms in defense of himself, or the state, shall not be impaired, but nothing in this section shall be construed as authorizing individuals or corporations to organize, maintain or employ an armed body of men.

What if a fraudulent charge was placed taking this right away. If any old streetwalker can call the police to setup such a charge when it's ABSOLUTELY an ILLUSION (This is most commonly considered - False Imprisonment by Manufactured or Fraudulent Evidence) WITHOUT any proof, YOU may as well turn every neighborhood HOUSE into A PRISON.

You don't whip the DOG then ask him, did you eat my lunch 1 year later. THe DRUNKARD who served as the witness and initiated the charge, proves CONSPIRING with PROFILING.

"DECEASED, INCOMPETENT, A MINOR, OR INTIMIDATED TO NEVER SHOW UP."

SECTION 35 VICTIMS OF CRIMES - RIGHTS.

Effective law enforcement depends on cooperation from victims of crime. To ensure victims a meaningful role in the criminal justice system and to accord them due dignity and respect, victims of crime are hereby granted the following basic and fundamental rights.Upon notifying the prosecuting attorney, a victim of a crime charged as a felony shall have the right to be informed of and, subject to the discretion of the individual presiding over the trial or court proceedings, attend trial and all other court proceedings the defendant has the right to attend, and to make a statement at sentencing and at any proceeding where the defendant's release is considered, subject to the same rules of procedure which govern the defendant's rights. In the event the victim is deceased, incompetent, a minor, or otherwise unavailable, the prosecuting attorney may identify a representative to appear to exercise the victim's rights. This provision shall not constitute a basis for error in favor of a defendant in a criminal proceeding nor a basis for providing a victim or the victim's representative with court appointed counsel.

[AMENDMENT 84, 1989 Senate Joint Resolution No. 8200, p 2999. Approved November 7, 1989.]

Can YoU SpELL ...

PrISoN?

FOr the morally challenged... ****** is not okay.

RIght now you are thinking...(How did she know that?)

Listen baby....Patience is Virtuous.

Divinitive Thoughts of the day...

Psychological Warfare (Experiment or Hate Crime Fun) ????

The use of propaganda or other psychological means to influence or confuse the thinking, undermine the morale, etc. of an enemy or opponent. --webster's dictionary


"I'm really sorry about what happened to you at the mosque. Before you knew it things were out of your control, and amidst confusion, ...." --Email author (in an earlier post months ago.)

We THe PeOpLe

LEGISLATIVE DEPARTMENT

SECTION 1

LEGISLATIVE POWERS, WHERE VESTED.

The legislative authority of the state of Washington shall be vested in the legislature, consisting of a senate and house of representatives, which shall be called the legislature of the state of Washington, but the people reserve to themselves the power to propose bills, laws, and to enact or reject the same at the polls, independent of the legislature, and also reserve power, at their own option, to approve or reject at the polls any act, item, section, or part of any bill, act, or law passed by the legislature.

Fajr Prayer...What a beautiful day! Wishing the same to Everyone.

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Divinitive Words for 8 months now...

AIR. heater. jockey. providence. smell. grade seperation.

thE sAme oLD tHinG....

Is oUt

pHOTOS COPYrIGHT ugly DUCkLING 2006

Curly is In 2008

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cUrLy Is iN...

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Green is a Good Thing! Be Happy, Be Green!

Chants - Al-Qur'aan

Chants for the American Moslem Queens

Classical Arabic Chants - Giving God Thanks

Bismillah

Bismillah

Bismillah - FAMILY

3 DOWN ... 1 2 GO

RIGHT? THINK AGAIN. & LEARN FROM AN EXPERT.

INJUSTICE

WILL CONVERT FOR FAMILY

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Time to Pray Fajr...

Bismillah. Salaam Alaikum.

divinitive words

leatherneck
kaleidescope
leave of absense
first born
rivalry

Divinitive Words...

Ransom
mollusk
operate
Doctor
Oncology

Sometimes being psychic feels undauntingly like a curse.

However, we (us alike) must live with it. The saddest part is knowing one's own fate. People are so very evil in this world. Fortunately, I haven't found anyone as precise as me. Thank God. They would be horrified with the truth of situations on a daily basis.

Insha'Allah, I will see my children again. Maybe I will take them fishing or something.

Divinitive words of the day...

Tentacles
Cluster
Quint
rupture (knock on wood)
colon
frame

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Enlightenment is a Fun Activity...Subject: Schizophrenia

My purpose today in this post:
To enlighten you via a brief lesson utilizing PsychoAnalysis, Comparative Analogue, as well as simple logic.

I will stash away my scientific methods for now...keepin' it simple.

Why?
you are trying to diagnose me with a psychiatric disease to prevent me from getting my kids back, which would make me legally incompetent. Basicly, your trying to suppress me through judicial procedure in any and all areas possible to prevent another ethnic person from succeeding. Anyway after I win this victory, you'll just resort to homicide, so oh well. Atleast you'll learn something.

What is SCHIZOPHRENIA? :

1. "major mental disorder of unknown cause typicall characterized by a separation between the thought processes and the emotions, a distortion of reality accompanied by delusions and hallucinations, a fragmentation of the personality, motor disturbances, bizarre behavior, etc., often with no loss of basic intellectual functions: this term has largely replaced dementia praecox, since it does not always result in deterioration (dementia) or always develop in adolescence or before maturity (praecox)" --webster's dictionary

Now, if you don't know me, or if you've gotten a whiff of my abilities...you either hate me for being gifted or you just find me extremely weird, boring, or complex and crazy.

• Utilizing definition A above, I will first describe the definition and compare this particular behavior to a well known human being who incorporates exactly the same mannerisms naturally and are honored for this type of behavior.
• Secondly, I will request that you examine those characteristics in my own mannerisms, analyze how they naturally & oh so cozily incorporate into my culture, ethnic background, circumstance, character, work history or engagements, marital status, etc., etc., and overall disposition.
• Now, now...I already know injustice is the basis for all this craziness...but I enjoy what I do and that's helping you work through your problems, emotional issues, despair and obsession with causing calamity and casualty in other people's lives where you have absolutely no place or reason to.

I will begin NOW with example number 1:

• Marine Corps Soldiers, "jarheads", "marksmen", "snipers", oh what the heck...let's just go all out and be honest. They are trained, given benefits such as discounts for green peas at grocery stores & such to kill the enemy. Point Blank.
• Marines are the most, aside from Airmen, honarable of the military soldiers as propoganda & reputation as freedom fighters has claimed.
• One will spend quality time with his wife, tuck his child into bed, wake up for church in the morning, get a page to go into the field if stationed abroade, snipe someone, come back home just in time for dinner and settle peacefully at the table as if nothing brutle has even occured.
• This dual-personality is characterized in this job action as "skilled", "honorable", "outstanding", "excellency", etc.,etc. This character type has as well been honored as holding the capacity to endure with absolute composure whatever hectic atmosphere in the 'field' is thrown their way.
• This takes discipline they say.

Moral of the story: The above definition of Shizophrenia labels the individual as seperating actual reality from emotion.

This characteristic is similar to the same of that in the individuals defined under those suffering with Schizophrenia. However, if you are one hired into the armed forces, you just happen to be an honorable Schizoid.

1. "term for MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER" - Webster's Dictionary

• I'll just utilize myself in this example...it's easier.
• The following are real quotes of comments made to me by others, however, listed as a generalized excerpt.
• "No you didn't just sew 1500 stones onto that gown. You're crazy."
• "No you didn't just win a gold medal for drawing that. You're lying."
• "No you don't have a job, I never see you doing work. You're a lazy bum."
• "Where did you get that food, was a guy at your house last night for you to prostitute?"
• "No you never conducted business, you're uneducated. You're stupid."
• "You're obviously crazy and suffering from hallucinations. You will not publish 30 books simultaneously."
• "You did not teach your children anything worthwhile from home. Black people are violent & stupid."
• "You didn't sew that shawl, your dumb."
• "You didn't take a shower, I know people like you are dirty."
• "What are you?"
• "An Indian guy never asked you to get married, you're ugly. You're crazy."
• "I never asked you to marry me, ever. You're mentally ill or hallucinating."
• "Was that Arab guy a citizen, cuz he must have used you. You're mentally ill."
• "You sure that Arab man didn't use you. Cuz they only marry pretty & civilized women."
• "How did you know what I was about to say before I said it. You never met that lady. You're crazy."
• "Oh she's reading the scriptures in the Bible all the time, don't mind her...She's crazy."
• "You can't have that baby, (I'll have too much child support to pay) I mean, you're mentally unfit."
• "You can't mother a child, (You'll sue me for millions) I mean, you're mentally unfit."
• "You didn't memorize the entire Revised Codes of Washington in 2 Hours. Your crazy."
• "You don't keep your house clean, you're not a woman."
• "You're lying, you didn't cook that."
• "You didn't just design, cleanse, cut & shape that hair. Your crazy & lying."
• "You didn't just get 30 Contracts in 5 minutes. You are completely nuts."
• "Well I'll be dam*ed. You're a man. Women don't deal in business like that."
• "Ughh! You nursed your babies for 14 months each. You're groce!"
• "You didn't just redesign the interior of his house in 3 Hours."
• "WHere did you plagiarize that poem from. Your too stupid to write that."
• "Where did you plagiarize that manuscript from. Black people are dumb."
• "You didn't move that yourself, women are too weak."
• "You cooked for your kids! How did you manage to pack food back to your house with two kids?" (I'm assuming they figured the following: Your were supposed to be starving without my help.)
• "Look at the trouble you've caused, why do you have nearly 100 books laying all over the place? You can't read all this. You crazy freak."
• "You cannot use my computer even though you have a deadline to meet."
• "You didn't just do that architectual drawing instead of using my computer. Your lying."
• "It's okay, you can tell me where you stole that food from. (I bartered) Oh, it's okay. Sometimes women need a sugar daddy on the side to provide eating. (No idiot I bartered space in my home for an amount of invoiced food items.) It's okay, you don't have to lie."
• You don't distribute Petroleum. Your insane.
• "You're not a Therapist. You're obviously in need of a reality check and Psych evaluation."
• "You're not a Naturopathic Physician and a Therapist at the same time. Your crazy."
• "You're not capable of prognosticating and diagnosing your own physical illness. I've been doing this for 25 years. You have a psychiatric disease. (after meeting me for 2 minutes and getting a bill for $3,000.00 Leaving with only a threat & attempt at intimidation.)"
• "Sweety your hallucinating, there's no way someone like you actually will be receiving $400,000.00 in royalties from a silly book you think you wrote."
• "When you address your mental illness, we'll give you you're kids back, (however in the meantime, Papa Tom & Papa Mark will be their fathers & soon adopt them while we incapacitate you like yesterday's news.)" -The Social Worker who watched the kids screaming not to separate from me and ran away from the guardian who brought them to visitation.
• "You can't sing, dance, or rap, let alone model. You're ugly and crazy."
• "You got credit? But you're dumb, black, and don't deserve to have what other's have in society."
• "Did you cheat to get an A on that exam?"
• "Did your parents tell you you were a glitch?"
• "Are you actually looking up modeling agencies? How you gonna model pregnant?"
• "You have a psychiatric disease, you are not PSYCHIC."
• "How could you tell what my husband was thinking? You are insane."
• "How were you able to tell me my brother escaped from where he did. No one knows that. You're hallucinating."
• "How were you able to tell me that my fiance was having people watching what I was doing, even though he's away? You are weird."

And the following last but not least...and not a quote or excerpt.

BEFORE SEPTEMBER 11th, 2001 (Was it 2001?) I was on the phone with Sergeant Cip. He was trying to make sure I boarded the airplane to bring our son to his family. I can't quite recall the timeline, however & I've never brought this up to him since then, however I'm positive he remembers.

(let's get this straight. I am an American Born, Happy Muslim. I love Islam and the only thing I understand is utilizing Islam as a gateway to a wonderful and disciplined lifestyle with complete access to Allah. I love America, aside from racism.)

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Mediums are not born with a manual that states the following:

Welcome to the world. You've been gifted in this manner. Please follow these steps and you are sure to never go wrong. Should you get confused, unable to figure out how to utilize hints, signs, etc. etc. please call 1-888-we'll tell ya how.

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Instead, we have to go through the agonizing annoyance of signs, signals, repetitions, emotional visions, other people's funky or good energy clasping onto us, learning how to actually prevent harm or danger, while trying to explain it to others who are completely clueless and scrutinizing. So an individual finds it easier to simply keep this a secret. Life is so much more easier this way. It almost makes you feel weird, complex and crazy. Different from others. The worst thing is losing friends. Especially a person referred to as a "medium", usually learns really deep dark secrets about people, and just wishes to not even think about it because it's either disgusting or completely intolerable. The funny thing is when someone is thinking and a "medium" may tap into their thoughts. Then one must try to time the visions or signs or signals they get, to learn how to tolerate or read into this huge responsibility in the future.

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One must compare past situations to current situations in order to get the timing correct. So far looking back on past situations, timing with certain situations are approximately 1 month. Others, well I'm not sure yet.

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Anyway...anyone is welcome to go back to the payphone I was utilizing during that time to confirm. I quickly made

a phone call to the Sergeant about boarding the plane with our son headed toward Brooklyn, New York.

You'll pull up the number I dialed from that exact location and I never thought anything of it at that particular time until now. Anyway, I was running late as usual and driving toward the airport, next to a Vehicle. As I was driving the vehicle passed me up on the left hand side and there was a man scooching down from the back seat with a gun. Not a small one either. I didn't get on the plane, and missed three flights. The Sergeant repeatedly asked me what time I would be arriving because his family had been expecting me for several hours. I became extrememly nervous (the kind of nervous like one hour prior to someone committing the hit and run with the truck on my son Jordan) and drove back over to the payphone I mentioned above, telling him what I explained earlier. I cannot recall exactly what he said and the manner in which he stated his response, however, it was in the nature of ignoring the situation and/or being cautious to avoid any such a situation.

Later I boarded the plane, and there was a man sitting opposite of me on the left-hand side a couple of seats forward. He turned back to look at me while flickering a cigarette lighter. I just said hi, and returned to whatever it was I had been doing trying to ignore him. I cannot recall what his facial features look like.

Now, the above were all reality. People who have ignorantly made comments to me in private thinking they were safe in doing so. Safe from public exposure. Of course, ignorants never really care when they humiliate others. So I doubt they would care to actually be seen committing the act of ignorance and hate.

Moral of the aboved-bullets?

• Just because someone is gifted and multi-talented and it's astonishingly unheard of (trying to be as humble as possible here) doesn't mean they have multiple personalities. It just simply means they enjoy doing many things and effortlessly apply great interest in the areas they wish to excell in for personal or professional growth.
• Just a bit of advice-- Jealously is a feeling of emotion, however, if we draw multitudes of energy on this particular emotion the results may be hurtful to either the issuer or receiver.
• Just as a woman is more than excited to whisk her naturally blonde head of hair with pride while gloating on the fact that she represents the real 'American' woman, it's not nice to get upset at her. If she is beautiful don't rain on her parade.
• Just as a man may thrust his big bold naturally blonde dreadlocks at you, as he carries his Rastafarian backpack with a genuine twist in his stride, don't frown at him. He's proud & obviously comfortable being in touch with a culture foreign to his own, being naturally blonde, and working as the Finance Executive at the large company. He doesn't have multiple personalities. He's simply cultured, and fairly comfortable embracing diversity.
• The Mother--plays six City-sponsored sports, writes songs, bathes, cooks, cleans, teaches hers & others' kids, as well as owns a business, is a writer, a fellow of the local volunteers, and has 10 adopted children in Africa (She doesn't go around pretending to be a different human for every African child she relates to, Silly Goose!). She has made each individual endeavor a professional one by going a step farther. She's not suffering from Schizoid, Multiple Personality Disorganizational Disease. She's just ... multi-faceted.

1. "Informal] a situation, state of mind, etc. in which widely conflicting opinions, ideas, or practices coexist, often resulting in indecision, vacillation, wavering, etc." - Webster's Dictionary

• Now this is my favorite. I'm sure we can all relate to this one particular observation.
• I will proceed to utilize relative analagies to emphasize why people;humans-- act the way they do.

Disposition is the Key to why people REACT or RESPOND the way they do.

• Slavery & Racism - This behavior is still alive & easiest for all to relate to either from the giving or receiving end.
• Marriage & Dating - This complex situation is an infinately engaging aspect of our very being & easy to relate to.
• Relationships - Interpersonal interactions play the leading role in human existence & we humans, unlike animals are cognizantly manipulated by the aspects of intellect. The power of rationality is a privilege through intellect granted the human.

Regardless of an individual observed in environments such as those bulleted 1, 2, or 3 above, behaviors are acquired by prolonged exposure as well as subconsciously projected via induced defense mechanisms.

Individuals with behaviors relating to the above example aspect of Schizophrenics noted "Informal...", may or may not be symptomatic of acquired Schizoid.

This is where DISPOSITION plays the key role to diagnosing such an illness.

Hypothetically speaking...

-- Margie was having an affair. She is the partner of a 30 year marriage and younger than her husband. They have kids as well as a supportive family. Margie is consistently jumpy when her husband nearly catches her cheating because she's done wrong and is afraid to get caught being unproper. She's always seeing her husband walking around the corner, checking outside the blinds, shutting off her cell phone, making sure items of her lover aren't left in her car, and sniffing constantly to see if traces of her lover's cologne aren't left in the family car. Always looking in her rearview mirror to make sure no one in the neighborhood saw her license plate or anyone from the Family Doctor's Office or Parent Teacher Association didn't catch her.

-- Gunther was out with friends. Friends maliciously assaulted a young girl thinking it was fun that evening, and he wants to remain loyal to his friends as well as the law. Everytime Gunther sees a girl that looks like the victim, he twitches or flints or gets flashbacks. Gunther twitches or flints everytime he sees his friends as well, because they threaten him in order to stay out of prison.

-- Mary is a nobody. However, everybody tells her secrets. As if she's a nun or something. She neither wishes to carry these wonderful secrets or wishes to expose them because everyone needs a shoulder to cry on. In the meantime, others become paranoid that they will get in trouble for their actions and become persistently aggressive & boldly threatening toward little old Mary & her family.

-- Johnny has been married for seventeen years. His wife feels insecure because Johnny has not payed her any attention at all. The wife has become severely insecure and believes Johhny has found another woman of his dreams. He's always sneaking around every time she sees him. Very weird and strange paranoid like behavior. As soon as his Johnny's wife leaves for her Thursday night meetings at the children's school he goes into her closet. He feels so sensual and relaxed. Especially when he wears her red silk nightgown and sensuous lace and feather slippers. He listens to classical music and is constantly peeping through the blinds, backtracking his every move to make sure his wife never finds out he's gay. She's noticed his odd behavior, but remains insecure of herself instead. This has been going on for atleast 8 years. Johnny's wife honestly has come to the conclusion that he is cheating or suffering from some sort of traumatizing situation resulting in a mental disorder.

-- Darnell is a professional. Darnell however, is not so smart when it comes to covering his tracks as a Peeping Tom. He furtively watches the women at his job as well as failing to curb his sexual appetite at home. Darnell has been rejected by his wife for years and feels extremely compelled to remain chaste and faithful only to turn toward the arms of his very own child. Although Darnell has a great reputation amongst colleagues a detective is sent to investigate the matter. Unfortunately his sickness is mistakingly misdiagnosed as what appears to be depression. In reality, however, it's his loneliness & spite that leads him to the disgusting obsession of this particular fixation. Overall, though, Darnell is very non-chalaunt and clever about his actions.

-- On a lighter note...millions of people ignore situations, keep to themselves things they have witnessed, or just simply mind their own business. However, the evil-doers may become paranoid of getting caught and become maliciously meddlesome toward the person they feel may say something, proceeding to cause ruin to innocent people just for insecurities brought to life by their own misbehavings.

Disposition is this key!

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Let me add this...

We are born once.
When babies are born, they have access to all the earth has to offer...
Until another human tells them they are not good enough.

We are all human, until another human decides otherwise.

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So here's what you do if you have been victim in such a situation.

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Regardless of how many people scold you, attempt to break you down, etc. etc. &

regardless of barriers that have been put in your road to success or in realizing your potential after breaking through suppression...
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Live as if they and their actions are completely non-existent.

Accomplish your goals, and don't hide your excellence.

Even if you are threatened with intimidation.

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Just live how you were born to live...Like a human being.

Accept with a Smile...Ya Allah

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim...

Ya Allah thank you for my blessings.
I repent for my sins,
Forgive me for my shortcomings,

Grant me the capacity for forgiveness,
and to love unconditionally as in the past.

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim

Bless my family as well as others who
are willing to accept my prayer.

Ya Allah,

I understand I am not on your level
and in no way shall I assume you accept me
as a good enough entity,

however please accept, now and Insha'Allah in the future
my prayers.

It appears, and I am in no position to quote past research or teachings, however,
that you do not give people more responsibility than they are capable of handling.

You currently and in the past have issued me my fare share.

Now, Ya Allah I humbly request that I am granted the capacity to accept with a smile, easily comprehend, readily manage, willingly delegate, trustfully render, and successfully conclude the projects now at hand, bringing joy or elightenment to others...

and again with a smile!

Insha'Allah make it easy I ask.


Thank You.

A Stranger in a Public Facility...

sat next to me a couple months ago and said softly...

"You know, isn't it a coincidence how DSHS strategically places small kids over 100 miles away, across the water to make it as difficult as possible for them to see the mother."

Quietly I sat.

"You know one lady"... he said grimly, "died while her small kids were in foster care, then they switched the kids' birth certificates and the foster parents adopted them."

He then walked away with an eerie weird scrooge-like grin on his face.

How nice the stalkers who want my kids are. They are so so nice.

Bismillah Ir Raman Ir Rahim

Insha'Allah and I love you Allah.

Through trials and tribulations I love you Allah.
Forever now, forever more.

You are the most beneficent, most merciful, all sustainer of the worlds.
You protect me Oh Allah, in times of need, Subhan Allah.

You give me strength Oh Allah and carry me through out.
You know before it's occurance Oh Allah, and I am at Your mercy.

Insha'Allah remind me of your power, SubhanAllah Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar.
So simple to comprehend, so very very easy to apply.

If only I give everything over to you and only you, Ya Allah.

"Problems", "trials", "concerns", "pains", "misunderstandings", "confusion", insha'Allah
You and you alone, the creator of all of the universe have mercy on your servants, insha'Allah.

With the foundation never to be mistaken or lost amongst confusion, your power to heal, comfort, adorn, sustain, replenish, and make whole...

the state of purity, forgiveness, spiritual beauty, and freedom from harm, I give myself to you and only you, Ya Allah.

I give my family to you and only you, Ya Allah.
I give my children to you and only you, Ya Allah.

Protect us from harm, Insha'Allah.
Enlighten our spirits, for our souls see as far as the realms of the Universe may extend.

Infinate love, joy, happiness, bestow upon our lives.
Surrounding our Auras with complete wholeness,
with our temples as filters, shedding any evil energies
as they attempt to magnetize toward our goodness, Insha'Allah.

Peace and joy and unconditional love.
Peace and joy and unassailable hope in our future,
Peace and joy and a bond, unbreakable by any evil.

Shed all evils as they approach us.
Shed and devour all evil as they tempt us.
Shed and announce to the monkeys of evil trying to clinch onto our backs as we stride
through glorious paths of happiness.
To those who utilize our good as prey, allow them the capacity to comprehend
lovingness and peace and not to attempt to starve our joy by way of falling temptation to the devil's plea.

Insha'Allah, bless them with the enlightenment necessary to see their beauty, their love, their hope, their unconditional faith in ONE who cherishes them, through all aspects of life and love here on earth and the hereafter.

You, Oh Allah, you and only you the oft-forgiving, all sustainer, most high and merciful, creator and owner of all seen and unseen...

are my husband
my lover
my friend
my brother
my sister
my job
my career
my sanity
my complete wholeness
my strength and privilege of being a mother

Insha'Allah...

and this is why I am not perfect. Lower than the dirt that you have created, at your mercy...

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim
a uzu billahi minash shaytanir Rajim

Ya Allah.

What is written, hath been written.
The key is to enjoy what has been written.

If my pain has been written, only to inspire a morsel in another,
the life cycle has shedded it's appreciation upon my soul.

My spirit free of ecumbrances or liens of the devil.
Judgments only of those seeking interactions of justice for all
shall I entertain.

Should I, any second on the minute, any hour of the day ever
fall short of Iman to fall in love with a path of hopelessness or
feelings of shame or guilt or unworthiness, attempting to fall upon
a path of the slightest inclination of a morsel of insanity or depression...

You, and only you Oh Allah, I call upon to replenish my cup of HOPE & Promise
in the future.

Shall I fall prey to the inclinations of the devil, marketing to me a path of
unsobriety, a path of anxiety, a path of or with inclination to consummate with
or on behalf of Shaiytan, remind me Ya Allah, that you are in unconditional love with me.

Subhan Allah Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar.


You have promised love and joy and peace and hope and sustanance.

Replenish me when I fall prey, with consistent reminders.
Replenish my Iman, promising never to charge for refills.
Replenish me Ya Allah, where I am lacking and with no shame on my part.

Insha'Allah, I understand that I am fulfilled.

I am replenished.
I am faithful.
I am full of hope and joy.
I am an outstanding Mother.
I am beautiful.
I am healthy.
I am Insha'Allah protected.
I am eager Ya Allah.
I am encouraged.
I am supporting.
Insha'Allah.

I make mistakes, however You, Ya Allah, have provided me the priceless gift
of self-awareness and the initiative to invest in the betterment of myself.

You, Ya Allah have provided me the SELF-AWARENESS to see the purpose of
my gifts are to GIVE them to the fullest in all aspects of life, for and by way of the
purpose of the cycle of life.

Insha'Allah you have entrusted me with authority to SHARE.
I am at your mercy, Subhan Allah Alhamdullilahi Rabil Allamin.

I have realised, the privilege to SHARE has to be EARNED.

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim.

Ya Allah, any assets you bestow upon me Ya Allah, I will utilize for
the betterment of society, the progress of society and it's people,
and for the simple purpose of bringing JOY AND HAPPINESS into
the lives of all fellow beings especially in a world in which we
experience the not so accommodating journey of life.

For the betterment of milestones in Healthcare and Science.
Insha'Allah a uzu Billahi minash Shaitanir Rajim, Ya Allah.

Insha'Allah.


I love you, Ya Allah.
and I am not perfect in any way or form.


Love,

Rachel.