Bismillah Ir Raman Ir Rahim

Insha'Allah and I love you Allah.

Through trials and tribulations I love you Allah.
Forever now, forever more.

You are the most beneficent, most merciful, all sustainer of the worlds.
You protect me Oh Allah, in times of need, Subhan Allah.

You give me strength Oh Allah and carry me through out.
You know before it's occurance Oh Allah, and I am at Your mercy.

Insha'Allah remind me of your power, SubhanAllah Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar.
So simple to comprehend, so very very easy to apply.

If only I give everything over to you and only you, Ya Allah.

"Problems", "trials", "concerns", "pains", "misunderstandings", "confusion", insha'Allah
You and you alone, the creator of all of the universe have mercy on your servants, insha'Allah.

With the foundation never to be mistaken or lost amongst confusion, your power to heal, comfort, adorn, sustain, replenish, and make whole...

the state of purity, forgiveness, spiritual beauty, and freedom from harm, I give myself to you and only you, Ya Allah.

I give my family to you and only you, Ya Allah.
I give my children to you and only you, Ya Allah.

Protect us from harm, Insha'Allah.
Enlighten our spirits, for our souls see as far as the realms of the Universe may extend.

Infinate love, joy, happiness, bestow upon our lives.
Surrounding our Auras with complete wholeness,
with our temples as filters, shedding any evil energies
as they attempt to magnetize toward our goodness, Insha'Allah.

Peace and joy and unconditional love.
Peace and joy and unassailable hope in our future,
Peace and joy and a bond, unbreakable by any evil.

Shed all evils as they approach us.
Shed and devour all evil as they tempt us.
Shed and announce to the monkeys of evil trying to clinch onto our backs as we stride
through glorious paths of happiness.
To those who utilize our good as prey, allow them the capacity to comprehend
lovingness and peace and not to attempt to starve our joy by way of falling temptation to the devil's plea.

Insha'Allah, bless them with the enlightenment necessary to see their beauty, their love, their hope, their unconditional faith in ONE who cherishes them, through all aspects of life and love here on earth and the hereafter.

You, Oh Allah, you and only you the oft-forgiving, all sustainer, most high and merciful, creator and owner of all seen and unseen...

are my husband
my lover
my friend
my brother
my sister
my job
my career
my sanity
my complete wholeness
my strength and privilege of being a mother

Insha'Allah...

and this is why I am not perfect. Lower than the dirt that you have created, at your mercy...

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim
a uzu billahi minash shaytanir Rajim

Ya Allah.

What is written, hath been written.
The key is to enjoy what has been written.

If my pain has been written, only to inspire a morsel in another,
the life cycle has shedded it's appreciation upon my soul.

My spirit free of ecumbrances or liens of the devil.
Judgments only of those seeking interactions of justice for all
shall I entertain.

Should I, any second on the minute, any hour of the day ever
fall short of Iman to fall in love with a path of hopelessness or
feelings of shame or guilt or unworthiness, attempting to fall upon
a path of the slightest inclination of a morsel of insanity or depression...

You, and only you Oh Allah, I call upon to replenish my cup of HOPE & Promise
in the future.

Shall I fall prey to the inclinations of the devil, marketing to me a path of
unsobriety, a path of anxiety, a path of or with inclination to consummate with
or on behalf of Shaiytan, remind me Ya Allah, that you are in unconditional love with me.

Subhan Allah Alhamdulillah Allahu Akbar.


You have promised love and joy and peace and hope and sustanance.

Replenish me when I fall prey, with consistent reminders.
Replenish my Iman, promising never to charge for refills.
Replenish me Ya Allah, where I am lacking and with no shame on my part.

Insha'Allah, I understand that I am fulfilled.

I am replenished.
I am faithful.
I am full of hope and joy.
I am an outstanding Mother.
I am beautiful.
I am healthy.
I am Insha'Allah protected.
I am eager Ya Allah.
I am encouraged.
I am supporting.
Insha'Allah.

I make mistakes, however You, Ya Allah, have provided me the priceless gift
of self-awareness and the initiative to invest in the betterment of myself.

You, Ya Allah have provided me the SELF-AWARENESS to see the purpose of
my gifts are to GIVE them to the fullest in all aspects of life, for and by way of the
purpose of the cycle of life.

Insha'Allah you have entrusted me with authority to SHARE.
I am at your mercy, Subhan Allah Alhamdullilahi Rabil Allamin.

I have realised, the privilege to SHARE has to be EARNED.

Bismillah Ir Rahman Ir Rahim.

Ya Allah, any assets you bestow upon me Ya Allah, I will utilize for
the betterment of society, the progress of society and it's people,
and for the simple purpose of bringing JOY AND HAPPINESS into
the lives of all fellow beings especially in a world in which we
experience the not so accommodating journey of life.

For the betterment of milestones in Healthcare and Science.
Insha'Allah a uzu Billahi minash Shaitanir Rajim, Ya Allah.

Insha'Allah.


I love you, Ya Allah.
and I am not perfect in any way or form.


Love,

Rachel.