Words of the day...

"Words of the Day"

In Physics, Psychoanalysis, NLP, etc. sometimes, unless you have intentional experience which is not my case, however I've learnt to live with it, it's not clear where the informational source's origination is from.

Chances are it could be in another state or something.

This is what my experience has taught me thus far...

I tend to get a problem with something that nags and nags annoyingly on one subject.

Like, during the floods here in the NW a woman drowned in her basement.

1 week prior during the storm season a number 8 kept landing on my prayer rug.

The kids and I play with plastic number chips.

The number 8 kept landing on my prayer rug day after day.

I just kept on praying.

I knew there was meaning, however just couldn't do anything about it.

On the 15th of December when my kids were stolen into foster care

the winds kept bothering me.

It was a quiet bothering.

I felt so alone.

I could hear the storm like whistling surrounding the apartment.

All I could think about was where my children were.

If they were okay, are they afraid, a great FEAR CAME OVER MY BODY.

All I could do was pray a few raka's on my royal prayer rug.

Of course I had also told the courts I was working on

30 audio biographies. The proceeds would go toward the procurement

of property for my children.

The social worker made fun of me in the Juvenile court and

persuaded the Attorney General to type up that I had been acting

psychotic, and they were thinking of not allowing me to come back into the

Court. This is because I had handled the case Pro Se so well,

the kids were scheduled to return by the 30 day shelter care hearing.

No one from the opposing party showed up to court.

I however, walked across the AURORA BRIDGE through electrical wires

in flooded water to make it into court to retrieve my kids.

This is when they got the Sheriff to escort me out. I told the Sheriff may

I please time stamp the court documents to make sure everyone knows I showed up.

He said "mam, if you don't leave we're going to take measures."

I then said, "oh-oh" I've been here since 6:00 AM unfortunately I timestamped

20 documents already. Will I get arrested?" They said just leave, and stared at each other like

they fumbled.

They locked the doors because this would have given me the advantage and no chance for my children to get screwed up in foster care and psychiatry sessions like little slave rats being experimented on.

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As I was saying earlier on in the story...

at about 12:15 or 1:00 am the energy came over my body so badly filled with FEAR

I couldn't sit inside the apartment. I ran as fast as I could to the Police Station and

tried to figure out a way to tell the officer someone was about to die.

I knew she would look at me crazy, and with the current dependency case going on

I didn't want to interfere with the "psychotic" letter the Attorney General had just

answered with to try and keep my kids in custody, and he knows me well by the way. He's a bit of a Snob I've learned!

I told the police officer, "have you guys checked for any unsual puddles in the neighborhood? What if someone is about to drown? What if someone is about to die? I kept getting the words "LEVY" in my mind. Which meant something was about to break or give in and it had something to do with water.

On the news later on, An author, who happened to be in a "domestic partnership" (that means a same sex relationship) drowned in her basement while trying to recover all her years work of writings.

She had authored over 200 audio-biographies and a levy broke near her home.

She was trapped under the water for exactly 8 minutes.

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No one wanted to tell me where my kids were and they are actually placed with a "domestically partnered" couple (two males) near the water in Bremerton. They placed my children about 100 miles away from me and I have to cross the ocean to visit them.

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See, the key to getting my kids back before going over the 30 shelter care hearing is that the initial CPS (child protective services) report may be COUNTERCLAIMED and modification of custody would not be necessary.

BUT instead, their goal was simply to throw as many barriers in place to make definate my children would be in a position to actually not legally be in my custody.

THAT STORM WAS REALLY QUITE HORRIBLE.

I'LL NEVER FORGET THE INJUSTICE.

I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT FEAR THAT TOOK OVER MY BODY.

IT WAS AS IF MY KIDS' SPIRIT MERGED WITH MINE AND

WE WERE PROTECTING ONE ANOTHER DURING THE STORM.

GOD SEES EVERY INJUSTICE.

AND SPIRITS TRAVEL.