IN THE RED FORD EXPEDITION THAT HAD BEEN PARKED OUTSIDE.

I GUESS SHE WAS HURTING INSIDE OF HERSELF.

SO AS I STARED LATER ON OUTSIDE, ACTUALLY WITH A QUICK GLANCE...THE BOSS WAS RETURNING FROM SOMEWHERE AFTER DISAPPEARING FOR OVER AN HOUR ....

THE UNDERHANDED REMARKS KEPT SHOOTING LIKE A CANON.

The boss kept asking me to pursue my duties over Nicole in reorganizing her ENTIRE COMPUTER SYSTEM & CHANGING THE NAMES OF THE BUSINESS, FILING LEGAL CASES TO RECOVER PROPERTY, ETC. ETC.

BEING THE GOOD BOSS HE IS I GUESS HE HAD TO SOOTHE HER.

He later pretended as if he was all of sudden buying lunch for EVERYONE but bought her a huge lunch and had her sit on his THRONE OF A DIRTY DESK TO EAT IT LATER ON.

Then the rude comments began to pour under people's breath toward may. I was obviously in the way.

I pay her no mind, well because my mind was pure.

and jealousy only is sparked from intimacy of some sort or stirred up by confusion. I was obviously paying no one barking up the tree of love, or orgasms, or anything else.

JUST WORK.

I then proceeded to my office.

YOU'LL UNDERSTAND SOON IN MY CONFESSION

Her REACTION was so uncalled for however ALLOWED by him It was memorable.

Why would a SECRETARY (low budget at that) throw a tantrum over 1 new employee who is obviously situated all the way in a back office?

HER JAW DROPPED IN COMPLETE DISSAPOINTMENT & OBVIOUS IRRITATION ...

ALMOST AS THOUGH SHE WANTED TO STARE INTO THE EYES OF A HUSBAND BETRAYING A WIFE.

He began to walk me over to HER 1st & foremost: Then said "Nicole...

Rachel will be working here with us now. "

"She's just a dumb little worker bee, that's all she is, don't worry"

He told me. Let's go tell her.

I'm personally not into talking about people in front of them, however behind their backs so I was already irritated.

You then explained "WE MUST TELL THE SECRETARY" "Don't worry about her actions, she's just a complete Fuck Up anyway"

He felt pressured for some reason to have to TELL HER

We sat at a table at a sales desk far away from the Secretary but she was observant...

She already knew my desk was in the back office and had already teamed up with another guy who couldn't help but make the comment, "you wouldn't want to work hidden way back here away from everyone would you?"

CONFESSION CONTINUED

Good Morning! I wasn't finished. I won't be until the liars stop utilizing me as a scapegoat.

So after that was brushed aside, I was then pulled aside by YOU, the boss.

and told I'm going to have to announce that you actually work here now.
I begged you not to, and said please just say I'm utilizing office space, however you did it anyway.

I asked you to say I'm just hanging out because I could tell people were about to begin conspiring due to the behaviors I had observed already.

I was then harassed by an older salesman trying to pressure me into praying with him.

A piece of advice.
You can bow, sit, stand, turn cartwheels all you want, but if your only putting on a performance
then please don't try to intimidate others by embarrassing them in public with
irritating and rude comments and remarks about "You should be proud to represent Islam" and "show everyone that it is prayer time".

Okay, but we just met, I'm pregnant, I have enemies now, I have to work to hire an attorney for my kids who really need me and you are trying to start a boxing match.

1st I made a little trip to the store and spent $100.00 on redecorating MY new desk.

There was black silk material with arabic or some sort of oriental design on it. It lightened up the entire office. I had a beautiful flower arrangement (huge actually) in the corner, a huge basket with large candy bars in it for the employees, everything was scrubbed down to shine whisking the old dirt away, all files organized, the old computer cleaned and software updated, all electrical cords organized and safe.

Then I was ready to sit and relax with nothing more but my thoughts on making money. Not speaking or holding leisure conversations about personal life with anyone. It was simply a unit for me to comfortably yet professionally focus on making thousands.

Unfortunately I gained 99 1/2 % enemies within 1 hour of doing so.

We discussed my job as completely reorganizing you and the entire company.

I sat back, observed, then tried to compartmentalize what had to be undertaken.
Of course it only took a few days for everyone of your employees to bite at me trying to figure out exactly what my position was and actually verbalizing it to my face in a nagging manner.

I figured because the desk was so dirty, I had to begin by reorganizing it.

So much stuff to clean.
I thought If people actually wanted to push me to the limit I had no choice but to show them
what I am really made of to be taken seriously but tried to be not so obvious because I could foresee it would strike up jealousy.

However, In order for me to be in a focused state of mind I had no choice but to make myself feel at home. Once I did that I could conquer mountains of work.

But how do I do that with jealous employees hounded down my back?

I prepared for work the next morning.

I hate glitzy clothing. This took lots of effort out of me.
I would much rather jeans and a nasty shirt while being in control of the entire shop (allowing others to believe their in control. You know teamwork and deligation)

I spent hours PREGNANT shopping for clothes to impress YOUR rediculous employees.
was there, and communicating like normal.

Of course I was your customer, employee, and within a couple of days business partner.
So you allowed me and led me on to believe.

You assigned me a desk.
There were only two in the back office.

The one I got just happened to be yours.
So I was the only dummy who didn't understand the rude comments coming from the workers.

Call me the betrayer. There's nothing for me to lose when I'm everlong the scapegoat

Prepared ?

What does the word betray mean?

Does it only mean something to the person that wants to conceal something?
After they have harmed the emotions, dignity, self-worth and livelihood
gnawing away at their self-conscious?

Everywhere I go I get belittled like a dog. An animal. A nothing. Even jungle animals are captured on film and celebrated.

But you.
Hired me for a job when I never asked to work for you.

I was fully covered. Minding my own business with innocence and sweetness
and focus of mind on my children and my pregnancy.

Trying to move forward.

Okay I have a confession to make.

Only because the results of your rudeness toward me have sent me into complete misery and utter torment the week I'm due to be relaxed and deliver a baby.

How do I respect you when you care nothing for my existence?

Will continue in the next post.
So start whistling your favorite song.

On that note: I really do believe now...

My little girl
and my little boy
deserves to be with people who
are not me.
Someone who is of a white race or Asian.
I am too ugly to embarrass them everywhere they go.

The baby I am about to give birth to is Pakistani.
I wouldn't dare embarrass this child.
I wouldn't want the child to live life like a dog and miss out on opportunity
or success or sustenance in this world like real humans do.

I from now on, will isolate myself from the world and only
communicate if i truly need to.

I will only speak to any men who approach me.
I will never try to even smile or glance at any man to
give them any thought that I may actually want to suck their dick.

I am nothing
will be nothing
and always remain absolutely nothing.

Invisible to all but those who can find true mutuality in my friendship
presence or anything else my existence has to offer.

Their will always be police action to restrain me from
unsegregation from those I am and will never be worthy to
be around.

And because I am garbage, it will be a long lonely life.

I have at this very moment had a not so positive encounter.

This is the result.

I am an ape.
I look like an ape
I talk like an ape
I walk like an ape
I have big blow job lips
I'm only good enough to pretend as though someone is going to marry me.
I am not even worth a penny
I should stop having children for people out of my race because I'm doing injustice to mankind.
I am only good enough to be used for money if I have it.
I am not allowed to have a husband
I am not allowed to function as a mother
I am only supposed to remain homeless and dumb without education for decades or even life.
If I am simply walking into a room Im a prostitute
I shouldn't have walked into the room
It's my fault
It's not the man's fault
I am a criminal
I am a scammer
I am possibly a dog
I need to be cleaned up for presentation
I should starve to death and deserve to never utilize a telephone or walk if I ever need to go somewhere.
If I am in someone's presence never call them or I will be in very very big big trouble
because I'm a beast and a very ugly, dirty , and very bad bad person.

DIVINITIVE BLESSINGS. SINCERE EARNEST SUMMONS TO GOD:

I'LL SPEAK ONLY IN ENGLISH. NOT TO CONFUSE THE CONFUSED.
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THE ENEMY -

THE SUBJECTS -

THE SITUATION -

THE OUTCOME -

Dear God the Most Merciful, accept my prayers I sincerely ask of you.
Allow me to be worthy of your presence in all endeavors of time to come.
You are God, You are Great, You are Everlasting & Everywhere.

Reject the enemy, reject their deeds, their plots, their plans, their resources for the sake of You and Your plan to care for and nourish and protect your followers. Bind them and their devils in Your name, summoning 500 tr of your soldiers to protect myself, my family, my children and our endeavors our freedom our rights without limitation and restraint of progress, happiness, potential, health, dignity, etc. etc.

Reject their proposals and shine the light on their plans stumbling their every move, money, and hate back into their field of players.

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I sincerely request your protect the subjects at hand, accepting their (our) proposals for longevity, happiness, patience, education, spirituality, religious beliefs, freedom, honor, freedom from anxiety and strength in sanity and sanctity, allowing healing and great and excellent bills of health defeating those who are injecting and intentionally impregnating sicknesses into those they feel are inferior to themselves.

I pray and summons your protection for fearlessness, freedom, a natural, painless, healthy and safe, happy and wonderful labor and delivery.

I pray the baby and myself are not left paralyzed due to schemes premeditated by obvious and numerous attempts to suppress not only myself but previous children making and leaving horrendous and felonious, as well as fraudulent reports on the CPS records to invoke negativity, plans, plots, and the systematic common preparation of records leading to documentation for false evidences which promotes legal stealing and robbery of children for blackmarket slavery and surrogacy premeditated like the undercover business of selling humans in year 2008 without them even being aware.

I appear before you oh LORD, to take control of the situation at hand, with only 1% of one morsel of your power over all creation to protect those who are loyal and faithfull to you. You are God, You are Great, and You own and are Everything. Let the humans know they are weak such as myself and they cannot overpower YOU who created everything. You are the resources, You are the homes, You are the Health, You are the Power, and You are Just.

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The outcome:

A safe, painless delivery for the baby, offering him the utmost of care with great exultation and happiness with good life, health and happiness with you blocking all evil eyes from this wonderful innocent little baby boy.

He has been so very patient throughout the turbulence of any traumatic events imposed and premeditated upon his temple, his growing space. They have premeditated ferrocious plots to strain him, to stress him, to cause misfortune or disfunction in him, but they are only sorry, dispicable, low life, wanting, envious, jealous individuals of whom cannot fathom what the difference between character of an animal or a human is.

They have no faith and no dignity, no understanding and no comprehension of how to look to God for answers. Only how to systematically indulge in goofiness and actions that of a complete clown, laughing and whaling around like complete outcasts at circuses.

Bless Oh Lord,

this baby's eyesight
his lips
his healthy organs
his healty features
protect his hearing
protect his body, soul, mind, spirituality and life.
With complete longevity and no complications whatsoever.

Wipe away all impurities and anxieties that have been inflicted upon him
torturing his growing space as well as himself.
Bless him with a grand entrance of love, soothing happiness, and everything he needs
to feel warm and cozy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

From Mommy!

LET'S REMEMBER. WHERE ELSE WOULD SIMILARITIES TAKE PLACE?

The Holocaust - During World War II (1939-1945), many Palestinian Arabs and Jews joined the Allied forces. though some Palestinian and Arab leaders were sympathetic to the Nazi cause. Jews had a special motivation for fighting the Nazis because of Nazi persecution of Jews and growing suspicions that the Nazis were systematically exterminating the Jews of Europe. These suspicions were later confirmed, and the extermination of European Jews came to be known as the Holocaust. The threat of extermination also created great pressure for immigration to Palestine, but the gates of Palestine were closed by the British White Paper. In 1941 the British freed Jewish Haganah underground leaders in a general amnesty, and they joined the British in fighting the Germans.

DIVINITIVE DISCOVERY: MINDBLOWING MILESTONE

of a weekend long Honeymoon
to marry
it was a 'marriage' of convenience
of a halfbreed
ancestry or a Indian
or to do with money
of a blank check
to do with financing
factual or based on facts
of yoked.
to be yoked
to tie, link, or of a couple or a pair
youngling
of a youngster
of a couple
business or
a buss: a kiss
burnout: of a person suffering from burnout
to drive
to drop or drop and kick????
or to drink
something to drink
of a co-worker
to cover up
or of a covenant
to make a binding agreement
cover up: a device for masking or conceiling
someone who covets what another has: a complete wannabe
to court: or the act of wooing
of a cozy cabin
of espousal
of a 'wedding'
a large formal dance
or
of bald: of nudity and being naked
of a test
or test tube
or testis
or testicles
or testosterone
tete a tete: a private conversation between two persons
of terror
of compromise
or conceit
or of compound
or to comprehend something
to be the business of - to conceptualize
to be concerning or involving
of a telephone
or teaspoon or to tease
or in tears
she or he is in complete tears
OF TEAMWORK
unrequited love: not returned/one way or one-sided
wedding or of wedlock
weep or to weep
to express emotion and especially sorrow by shedding tears.
of a webcam or WWW

OKIE, I FEEL BETTER NOW. Thanks to my journal.

God Bless You!

I was asked that classic question: Only from people who have obvious spite toward me. It's not what you say it's how you say it...

especially when you should or should not have anything to say to me at all.
You know you don't like me, why attempt to ask a dumb question to extract
information for your own benefit.???? Huh?

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The latest was...what Nationality are you...but they know me already.
Come on! I'm American.
---No. But why you where dis on your head???
**************

Because your mom got screwed by a dog in her rear, that's why I wear it!!!! You idiot.

**************

You know where I'm from, your attempt to try and insinuate I'm trying to hide myself because
I'm trying to be something I'm not and that's the best your idiot self could come up with.

--------What I am is something creative and SIMPLE AND EASY AND BEAUTIFUL IS ALL YOUR SEEING. YOU IDIOT! IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW DIFFICULT MY LIFE IS.-----

Tease your own self and ignorance.

Islam is not something you wake up with one morning and say, Uhh I think I'm gonna be muslim because I wanna wear a great big scarf on my head.

The bad part is I won't waste my time explaining, because your idiot self IS ALREADY AWARE OF this. You simply are jealous even though you hate Islam, but it's what I FIND IN ISLAM THAT YOU HATE. THAT'S WHAT BOTHERS YOU. ---

SO RUBY YOUR DUMBNESS IN IT'S ABSOLUTE ENTIRETY AND STOP EMBARRASSING YOURSELF. I DO HAVE INTELLIGENCE, THEREFORE SNEAKING YOUR DUMBNESS BEHIND OTHER PEOPLE'S BACKS THINKING MY JUDGMENT IS NOTHING DUE TO MY GIVING PEOPLE RESPECT AS A HUMAN AND NOT MAKING A GREAT BIG FOOL OF THEM IN PUBLIC WHEN ATTEMPTING TO BELITTLE ME IS SIMPLY NOT GOING TO PASS.

STOP.

YOU'LL STILL BE ACKNOWLEDGED AS A COMPLETELY SHALLOW FOOL.

Nowadays You cant even enjoy yourself in public...

Because certain nosy dumba**es will always find time away from their families to
gather a glance for no reason at all. Gossiping, trying to see how I sit, how I walk, etc. etc.

Seriously I'm not going to relocate simply because your stupid.

Get a life. Please. You want everything I have even the dirt off my feet after you've
robbed my shoes.

YOUR DAY IS COMING...AWAIT YOUR REWARDS.

DIVINITIVE READING: MY SON WAS STUNG BY A SWARM OF HONEY BEES.

SWASTIKA
SWARM
BEES
LESIONS???
====

Timbaland feat Tyssem - The way i are [French version]

Atleast she tried. Give her a few moer years.

Wow - I wanna throw a birthday party like this! Lotsa Fun.

MY BAD, I SAID LOWER YOUR GAZE SO YOU...

SEEM TO HAVE LOST THE THREAD IN YOUR SHIRT AND LOWERED IT

SO MUCH, THAT YOUR FLOPPY NIPPLES WERE NEARLY HANGING OUT TO

STARE HIM RIGHT IN HIS FACE WHICH WAS SO CLOSE

HE COULD HAVE EATEN THEM.

YOU DISGUSTING BITCH.

YOU MAKE ME SICK.

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I GUESS BEING THE DUMB FU** UP HE CLAIMS YOU ARE IS MUCH MORE ENTICING AND RESPECTABLE

THAN THE ISLAM HE SO CLAIMS TO FOLLOW.

DIVINITIVE READING: WHAT DO THEY HAVE MY KIDS DOING??

INGENIOUS
AN INKLING
A HINT OR AN IDEA OF WHAT IS GOING ON...
INNOCENT OR UNAWARE...

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A COUPLE
OR THE ACT OR ACTIONS OF WOOING
OR OF A CO-STAR
A FILM OR
OF A COUCH OR
COUNSELOR
COURT--------(COURT IS OBVIOUS)

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WHAT IS BEING HIDDEN??
WHAT IS ILLEGAL OR MORALLY ILLEGAL??
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BURN, BURLAP, BUST, BURKA, BUT
BURN OUT OR BURIAL,
OF A MYSTERY
OR
SMOKE DETECTOR
OR SMOKE SCREEN
OR SMOKE SOMETHING????

UNLAWFUL...SOMETHING UNLAWFUL
A TRAPEZE (OF SOME SORT OF GYMNASTICS )
OR OF A TRANSVESTITE OR TO TRANSMIT
OR TRANSPIRE OR ABOUT TO HAPPEN

---

OF CONSUMPTION OR TO CONSUMMATE SOMETHING
OF A CONTINUUM

-----

TO EVICT OR PUT OUT
OR TO MOVE OR SUBURBS
OF AN ENVIRONMENT OR OF THE SUBURBS
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SOMETHING IS GOING ON IN THE SUBURBS
AS THE ENVIRONMENT

----
OF COMPREHENSION OR TO COMPREHEND OR TO UNDERSTAND

----

IN PARENTHESIS...
OR PARENTAGE
OR PARTING

----

OF CONCENTRATION OR A CONCENTRATION CAMP

---
ONE WHO WORKS WITH A CARNIVAL OR
OF A CAROUSEL
OR A TRAVELING CARNIVAL
----
OR OF A CARPET OR
A CARPET BAGGER
---
A CAR
CARTEL

---
MANPOWER
OR MANUFACTURING
OR OF A MAN
OR MANNISH LOOKING
OR OF A MANIQUIN
----
TORTURE
OR TOUCHING
OF TOUCHING OR TO TOUCH
---

TOP SECRET
OF A TORCH
....

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**************************OKIE DOKIE THEN*************************

FOCUS....FOCUS....FOCUS....WHAT THE HELL DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH MY CHILDREN???

DETAIL & FOCUS....MORE FOCUS....

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CLEAVAGE, CLOVER, CLEAVER (OF A BUTCHER), CLERIC, OR CLERGYMAN.


OF TEAMWORK: A NUMBER OF PERSONS ACTING IN CLOSE ASSOCIATION AS MEMBERS OF A UNIT.

WHAT IS THEIR GOAL WITH MY CHILDREN??

TO CLONE.

?????

AND THEN...PARENT OR OF PARENTAGE....

UNJUST OR OF INJUSTICE.

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TO MARK BY INJUSTICE.........................


****************

WHAT IS HAPPENING LATELY????

OR ONCE BEFORE????


BAPTIST OR TO BAPTIZE
or Barber
of a barber....


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half brother or hair dresser


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Will finish later....I'm gonna vomit.

DIVINITIVE READING: COMBAT FATIGUE==

A dramatic psychological reaction occuring under wartime conditions (as combat) that cause intense stress

DIVINITIVE READING: TO HARASS ==

To annoy continuously
To incite dogs
EXHAUST, FATIGUE
To worry and impede by repeated raids
to create an unpleasant or hostile situation for esp. by ones physical or verbal conduct
TO PLAGUE, PESTER, FATIGUE, ANNOY

DIVINITIVE READING: It's the father???

Father of what?

Don't know.

You disgusting low life pieces of shit.

Oh, and God Bless You.

DIVINITIVE READING: carjacking

The theft of an automobile by threat or intimidation.


How to stop them...

????

Have a little surprise for them.
Then publicize it.

THE IRONY: There was a news article out stating a man...

got frustrated with his roommate and put insecticide in the compartment that is reserved for coolant.

The roommate had been damaging much stuff in their home and this was the revenge taken to annoy the 'pest' in his life.

Every time the man drove his car which usually is a small space, the vents would push through insecticide (rather than a green friendly energy)in order to evaporate causing disgust, harm, etc.

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People really are jealous and crazy these days. I'm guessing life is no longer life, it's simply war.

DANNITY KANE: DAMAGED - HOW Ya Gonna Fix It?

SOMEONE WENT TO A RESTAURANT, BOUGHT A FAMOUS COOKIE...

& asked the owner what's in the cookie that makes it taste so good.
The owner replied, " It's all in the ingredients."
The customer read the ingredients to try and make the exact same item at home for family & friends.
The ingredients read: " flour, sugar, salt, baking powder...sweeteners and spices."
---
She looked at her husband and said, " Isn't sugar a sweetener?"
He replied, " Hun, maybe they don't want outsiders to know what's in it and this prevents
others from replicating the recipe. Your so cute when you're acting dumb."
---
(She had a confused look on her face)

One more thing...to the chaste nuns. (Not literally nuns, however trying to act the part)

If you approach me one more time with the stupid remark of :
"Why do you keep having babies?"
"You should use birth control"
---
I will happily & proudly punch you in the mouth.
---
Come on.
You know small baby girls, teenage girls, young women, and grown women get
RAPED in your country on a daily basis.
Don't pretend simply because your dirty ass murdered someone & prostituted like trash in your country, got a visa to the USA for a new start...that nobody knows what kind of trash you were around on a daily basis. (You asked for a dumb stereotypical remark, you got one!)
---

How about, the next Pakistani that sticks his little teeny weeny Penis inside of someone wearing a Niqaab or even a bikini, minding their own business...just slices it off when it stands up the big and tall 1 1/2 inches to intimidate somebody.

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Now bitch...leave me alone and stop playing dumb.

Is that the best you can come up with you piece of shit?

Drop your jealousy.
Damn.
When you invite someone to your house, do you want to force them to hate your house or what?
----
Why do you want someone to hate your environment?
I'm not gonna pay you shit to treat me with Racism.

How does it feel to be ruthless?

May you be blessed with your own blessedness.

DIVINITIVE READING: CHANGELING

A CHILD SECRETLY CHANGED FOR ANOTHER DURING INFANCY.

TRANSLATION: You know. Someone desperate enough to murder in order to fraudulently gain citizenship into a country for their younger child.

How bout I auction off some more secrets?

WANNA HEAR SOME SECRET TRICKS utilized by CONSPIRATORS?

Disclaimer: This post is simply for informational purposes only.
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If you are sedated & raped in the rectum, items can be lodged into your intestinal area that lies dormant such as dope.

Invitrofertilization

Forms of chemical reactors: This means that the agent will mildly impair you deteriorating your mental state over time, however invisible and cannot be detected unless a thorough colonoscopy with endoscope is utilized to find the cloisters, foreign material, bacteria, other unspeakables that impair the regular functioning body. This means you may be high & your NOT supposed to even know it.

Therefore should you go into the doctors office for some sort of emergency that requires anaesthetics, pain killers or something like an EPIDURAL to relieve contraction pain during labor & delivery or anaesthetics for a CAESAREAN SECTION ( anaesthetics cannot be avoided unless for a CAESAREAN SECTION due to the procedure of having a scalple slice through the abdominal walls to retrieve the baby) the foreign STUFF lying dormant within the body will have a COMPLICATED reaction to the 'mandatory' medicines administered to protect the baby's arrival however overdosing the mother.

The COMPLICATIONS then occur leaving the mother's dead corpse for cremation and a brand new couple gains a baby boy.

Want More...Read the next post!

I'm amazing, aren't I?

CORRECTION: THIEVERY

LITTLE SHORT STORY: THE BRAND NEW BABY, SURROGACY CONSPIRACY & KIDNAPPING

ONCE upon a time there was a young mother.
Conspirators were secretly plotting how to corner her in to capture
yet another of her children for a worthless couple who bears vested interest.

They held the mother captive like CLOCKWORK by fraud.
They waited for the little baby to pop right out,
stole it, gave it to some others while threatening to shoot the mother
if she wouldn't let go of the baby, however
The baby explosively cried out "I want MY real Mommy!"

The End.

The theives never ever attempted to rob any more baby's while blaming
their own theivery on the biological mother or conspiring for their own benefits.

I most certainly am Popular: Who hires these dummies?

Check out this Astrology Horoscope for today...

(I love when people's true colors show so badly they have to vent out ignorantly)

" You may have found yourself having some issues with food lately, dear Leo. It could be that your sense of self worth is not at its highest, and that you are trying to make up for this by sabotaging your relationship to your body. Remember that food is healthy nourishment that you need to survive. Your body deserves respect, and you need to always give it the proper fuel that it needs to be healthy. "

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Okay, this reminds me now of that law suit, where I was fraudulently kidnapped (like my children) then starved while interrogated during this war.

Yeah! Food is good, isn't it.

You dumba**es accepted the same thing in the CPS report.
Awwe, did you rob me, then fraudulently view my video?
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Poor loser. Figures. Just like the land, culture, kids, husband, home, friends.
Just so damn jealous.
-----

JUST A THOUGHT: Keep Your Legs Closed, Mind Your Business, & Lower Your Gaze.

Busy Worker Bees don't have time for orgasms.

DIVINITIVE READING: The KIDS WILL BE WELL & UNTOUCHED.

THE FAIRY GODMOTHER SAID.

BREAKING NEWS: LARGE TANKER LEAKING COAL OIL ON FREEWAY...

COAL OIL: KEROSINE GASOLINE
FREEWAYS ARE BACKED UP FOR HOURS.

EPIC REVOLUTION: RACHEL

FOO FIGHTERS : EVERLONG ( IS YOU )

DIVINITIVE READING: COAL OIL

KEROSINE????

DIVINITIVE READING: Simper Fi

????

FAST FOOD

specializing in food that is prepared and served quickly (a fastfood restaurant)

Are you afraid of the COUNTDOWN. IT's REALISTIC.

WHAT IS CHLOROFORM?

1 A colorless heavy fluid with etherlike odor used as a solvent.

2 To treat with cholorform to produce anesthesia or death.

WHAT'S NEUROSIS?

A mental and emotional disorder that is less serious than a psychosis, is not characterized by disturbance of the use of language, and is accompanied by various bodily and mental disturbances (as visceral symptoms, anxieties, or phobias.)

and what does that have to do with genocide?

NOT A DAMN THING.

DIVINITIVE READING: AWARENESS & INFORMED

HMMM...

LET'S SEE.

GASOLINE SMELLS DISTINCT
EXHAUST FUMES DISTINCT
OTHER FUMES DISTINCT.

You like whistling?

I'm not your wife, don't whistle at me.
You don't own me.

SHORT STORY : THE MOLESTER & THE CHILDREN

ONCE UPON A TIME,
THE MOLESTER HAD A GREAT BACKGROUND RECORD
& NICE IMAGE.
HE/SHE PRETENDED TO HOLD THE ESTEEM OF THE CHILDREN & FRIENDS
HE/SHE DECIDED TO ABUSE HIS GOOD REPUTATION TO TAKE THE KIDS
FOR CANDY.
TEACHING THEM TO MAKE HIM/HER HAPPY IS TO FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS
WHICH PUT A GREAT BIG SMILE ON HIS/HER FACE.
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ONE DAY THE MOLESTER HAD A BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE FROM GOOD INSTRUCTION.
THE CLOCK STRUCK MIDNIGHT...
THE FAIRY GODMOTHER WIGGLED HER WAND & OOPS!
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THE GENITALS OF THE MOLESTER WERE SCORCHED OFF WITH A TORCH OF FIRE
WHILE HIS HANDS WERE TIED BEHIND HIS/HER BACK & HE PATIENTLY WATCHED HIS
GENITALS DISENTIGRATE INTO THE SAND AS THE AUDIENCE WATCHED.
HE/SHE IS VERY SAD NOW.
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THE FAIRY GODMOTHER SPRINKLES THE ASHES OF HIS GENITALS ATOP THE COALS
WHICH WILL BAR - B- QUE THE FEAST FOR ALL THOSE WHO CELEBRATED.

DIVINITIVE READING: DON'T YOU SEE THE MUSLIMS ARE TEACHING SOMETHING THEY DON'T PRACTICE THEMSELVES?

The reason the children were thrown out of The Islamic School of Seattle
is because we were considered a minority.
The lady on the board of directors claimed my son had a learning disability and they cannot accommodate children with such horrifying behavioral problems.
However her son is retarded, and was running all over her office playing games on the office computer.
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The other evil witch on the board of directors who served or serves as the Business Manager of The Islamic School of Seattle is White American married to a Pakistani. Her son yelled disgusting profanities at my child and myself and my son appeared disturbed by him.
Her child had no manners whatsoever and seemed like a complete nervous wreck.
She never said or did anything to correct the child, however his ignorance of intelligence was cuddled with appreciation & Hail.
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We were reported to CPS by an African Somalian who actually and ignorantly believes he is better than BLACK AMERICANS. Their prostituting children in the neighboring areas are all extremely respectful though. Beauty means nothing if you are garbage.
Then the Executive Director had the nerve to suck up to the White AMerican who leases the property to them, by attempting to humiliate me
by stating "You should learn some respect". You ignorant piece of dirt...my mother has raised me and passed on into heaven.
You should have the apartments of the little Somalian prostitutes and child brides raided by police, unless the police are screwing the children as well and protecting your underhanded lucrative actions with a cover up.
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I was offered a job, then fired and humiliated by this unstable woman who openly claimed she was jealous of me and I should know better than to ride in the same car as a man. No that's not what it was about, see here in America it's not legal to express your utmost disgust of another person's race when firing them. So she had to cover it up, so they wouldn't get sued for MILLIONS OF DOLLARS if they would even be
able to afford it.
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However, it's all about love, unity, .......................CUT THE CRAP!!!! YOU RACIST PIGS.
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Oh, let's not forget when my ex-husband had me attacked from the Mosque and the Sheriff's
took my kids away from me strapping me down to a splint, while the other Arabs yelled
I don't care what you do to her, I'm not that religious!
Oh yeah, the daughter's been popcicled!
What Nationale are you (going around in the circle of folks gangin up on me)
"Too Much Exposure!" The white female skinhead said.

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See the job wasn't finished when I got my kids back after 72 hours, therefore
they had to plot, plan, and work conspiring with BLACK SKINNED, WHITE SKINNED, BROWN SKINNED
FOLKS WHO HAVE ONE THING IN COMMON, -----------------RACISM.
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After they noticed it was very difficult removing me out of the position of PRIMARY,
they would then refuse to let out, let their guards down, or ever release the kids.
BECAUSE THIS IS A ONCE IN A LIFETIME OPPORTUNITY.
LIKE THE LEVY'S IN HURRICANE KATRINA.
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THE ONLY WAY to really devour me without outright MURDERING ME to where a few people would think there was FOUL PLAY occuring, is to disorient me over a period of time,
while attempting to demoralize (hiring someone to rape me to make me look promiscuous and occupy me as well trying to divert my attention away from my babies) me, dope me up , mentally break me down, while secretly mocking and laughing when no one else is looking.
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They were in a bit of a pickle however, because to TERMINATE ME and get away with it they
would have to find the perfect FRAME UP. Here were there choices:

The classics:

Domestic Violence
Bad Business
Self Violence or Suicidal Behavior
Drive By / Stranger to Stranger Violence
Friends Backstabbing or Cheating Spouses
Complications during Pregnancy
Accidental Food Bacteria from a Restaurant
or something simple, that of course blames either ME or
someone who appears or looks to be an enemy.

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See claiming I'm a prostitute or drug addict or depressed would be easiest.
Why?
Because people believe stupid shit.
And nobody cares.
They just attach a News Release and Voila! The perfect ingredients for the FRAME.

A CONSPIRACY

So allow me to clarify.
If there is a conspiracy.
Obviously there is.

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Others won't stop until they either see me die,
have a nervous breakdown, be childless, a vegetable, etc.
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And I'm outnumbered...

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What exactly do I have to lose?

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I would imagine nothing.

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So why protect you?
If you know that you have ever done anything to harm myself, my family,
or interfere with anything in my life...think hard.

I guess you are the one with something to lose, because your obviously
trying to conceal a hateful act that you've committed.

Best of luck to you all.

On This Bright & Early Morning...Im introducing to you once again...GORDON SANCHEZ

DON'T YOU JUST LOVE HOW THAT SYRINGE THEIR SUBDUING HIM WITH MATCHES ONE OF MY FAVORITE COLORS. LIME GREEN. I DO.

Oh My! I've just come across a Michael Jackson video that's called "Sugar Daddy". That's weird. That was the first word in tthe topic of my last post.

Very Creepy.
See what I have to deal with, with my silly talents.
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God Has sent me the Revelation: Trick, Trickery, or Three. (3)

PRECISELY
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SUGAR DADDY.
CLERK
SUCKLE
OF SUCKLING OR SUCK UP
OF AN ORGY: A GATHERING MARKED BY UNRESTRAINED INDULGENCE (AS IN SEXUAL ACTIVITY, ALCOHOL, OR DRUGS)
VICINITY: NEARNESS, CLOSENESS
SHARP: PRECISELY
EUREKA: USED TO EXPRESS DISCOVERY
BEGUM: A MUSLIM WOMAN OF HIGH RANK
SPITE
TOUCHDOWN!!!!
CEO OR CEREMONY
IT'S UNNERVING
TO CONSUMMATE OR COMPLETE
FEAR OF MAKING COMPLETE
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BUSTED
TO CATCH
TO CATCH IN A LIE
PHONE
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COGNIZANCE: TO BE AWARE OF WHAT IS GOING ON.
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EARLY IN THE MORNING : 8:00 AM REPITITIVE PHONE CALLS WITH A RESTRICTED NUMBER
CONTINUOUSLY AWOKE ME OUT OF MY SLEEP...
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THEN CAME THE CALL FROM THE BUSINESS...
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I NEVER ANSWERED. BECAUSE ONLY ONE PERSON IS IN THAT OFFICE THAT EARLY IN THE MORNING.
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THE SECRETARY.
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RETURNED CALL LATER IN THE AFTERNOON.
THE PERSON I FIGURED HAD CALLED ME, NEVER ACTUALLY CALLED AND WAS CLUELESS.
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AFTER I RETURNED THE CALL, THE SECRETARY ANSWERED AND CLAIMED
"WHY WOULD THAT PERSON BE GETTING ANYTHING FROM YOU?"
"UNLESS IT'S A PRESENT FOR ME"...
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A CALL LATER IN THE NIGHT CAME.
WHAT DID YOU TELL THE SECRETARY?!!!!
SHE IS FRIENDS WITH MY WIFE.
MY WIFE GOT REALLY UPSET BECAUSE SO AND SO WAS PLAYING WITH THE PHONE
AND ACCIDENTALLY CALLED YOUR NUMBER IN WHICH SHE RECOGNIZED & YOU
CANNOT CALL EITHER NUMBERS EVER AGAIN NOW.
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THEN I SAID I WAS CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU WERE OKAY BECAUSE
YOU CALLED ME AT 8:00 AM THIS MORNING ABOUT 7 TIMES & I WAS TOO TIRED TO ANSWER.
HOWEVER, THE ONLY PERSON IN THAT OFFICE THAT EARLY IN THE MORNING IS THE SECRETARY.
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"OHHHHHHH" THAT EARLY IN THE MORNING!
"WELL SHE SAW YOUR NUMBER, THEREFORE SHE WAS CALLING FROM MY PHONE."
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NO, I SAY. THE CALL WAS MADE FROM THE BUSINESS NUMBER. NOT THE CELLULAR NUMBER.
THE BUSINESS NUMBER.
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"THE BUSINESS?" "FROM THE BUSINESS?"
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YEAH. THE BUSINESS.
SO NOW YOUR IN TROUBLE.
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THAT'S WHY YOUR CELLULAR PHONE WAS SHUT OFF SINCE THIS MORNING.
THIS IS BECAUSE THE SECRETARY GOT IN EARLY IN THE MORNING.
FOUND YOUR CELLULAR PHONE WHICH WAS FORGOTTEN IN THE OFFICE
AND STILL LEFT ON THE CHARGER.
SHE WENT THROUGH YOUR CALLED LIST, SAW MY NUMBER CALLED A MILLION TIMES.
-----AND GET THIS-----

SHE GOT PISSED OFF. NOBODY ELSE. SHE GOT PISSED OFF.
TURNED YOUR PHONE OFF AFTER SHE RECOGNIZED MY PHONE NUMBER.
SHE CALLED MY PHONE WHILE IN THE OFFICE AFTER BECOMING ENRAGED.
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YOU GOT INTO TROUBLE
THEN BELITTLED ME DUE TO THEIR JEALOUSY BY TELLING ME
NEVER TO MAKE CONTACT AGAIN.
WHEN THEY ARE THE HOUNDS ALWAYS STALKING & HUMILIATING ME.
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ONCE AGAIN. IT'S ALWAYS THE FILTHY THAT WIN.
FILTHY PEOPLE USUALLY ENJOY KEEPING THE COMPANY OF FILTHY PEOPLE.

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SO IT'S A THREESOME.
NO ONLY IS IT A THREESOME, BUT ONCE AGAIN LIGHT IS SHED ON THE TRUTH.
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YOU MADE A FOOL OF ME.
YOU LIED TO ME.
YOU ALLOWED YOUR CLOSEST TO HUMILIATE ME.
YOU'VE TAKEN TOO MUCH FROM ME.
MORE THAN I CAN FATHOM.
STICK WITH YOUR TEAMMATES.

Dear diary and most importantly - GOD...

@~In the name of God.~@
Most High, All Protecting, All Knowing, All Loving.
I call upon you to protect myself, my family, my interests, my endeavors, and every aspect of my life.
You are God, You are Great, You are Everything.
Lead me in a direction where you know I am appreciated.
Allow me not to waste the gifts you have granted me, and allow me the strength to keep the faith.
You are the All Knowing, The Forgiving, and the Provider.
To cherish You Lord, is to cherish myself.
To cherish You Lord, is to not allow myself to fall prey to the vultures who seek SPITEFUL AVENUES, REVENGE, HATE, PLOTTING, ETC.
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Jealousy is different from Fact.
Allow others to acknowledge their usury and simply stop trying to belittle others because it seems to be the FAD now.
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Thanks! Your the Man! Or Woman!

Oh My bad. I'm worthless. He wouldn't like me.

Anyway. I should focus on myself and all the problems people have given me.
Oh well. I'll just die without having sex with someone I love.
Will only have children for men that have taken advantage of me, and
once again, should focus on myself.

You guys like that, huh?
The feeling down and out due to other people's nonsense & brutality.
Enjoy!

Oh, I know who! Michael. How about Michael Jackson?

Wait. He's a virgin...I mean.
Umm. He's well kept. It seems.

By the way - for a partner I don't mind the following:

Christian
Muslim
Hindu
Jewish
Sikh

I wonder what it would be like to have sex with a BOYFRIEND?

I WAS RAPED WHICH MEANS I HAD SEXUAL ENCOUNTER APPROXIMATELY 9 MONTHS AGO.

HOWEVER, BEING THE BIG WOMAN THAT I AM...

I WONDER IF THERE ARE ANY SINGLE MEN (I WON'T TRY TO CONVERT YOU) WHO WOULD BE WILLING TO DATE ME. JUST A SIMPLE BOYFRIEND GIRLFRIEND RELATIONSHIP.

HMMMM....

NO RELIGION INVOLVED.

I'M NOT A HYPOCRIT, I KIND OF GO WITH WHAT LIFE THROWS AT ME.

THANKS.

You all are alike. That's why you keep one another's company so very tightly.

Like you said, I wasn't put on this earth to teach.
I'm simply a worthless piece of garbage, not worth even a penny.
You and your friends are godly, great. You deserve everything this world has to offer.
You're beautiful, and I will entertain myself with people that I don't have to hide from.
Thanks again.

Thanks for going the extra mile to prove how small and worthless I am.

I appreciate it.
God Bless You.

I HAVE NOT BEEN, AM NOT , AND WILL NEVER BE:

JEALOUS OF YOUR HAIR:
STRAIGHT, CURLY, LONG, SHORT, BLACK, BROWN, ETC.

NOT OF YOUR BODY OR YOUR CHILDREN.
NOT OF YOUR HUSBAND OR YOUR FAMILY.
NOT OF YOUR DEGREE, CAR, HOME, JOB, OR CAREER.
NOT OF YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION GAY OR STRAIGHT...
NOT OF YOUR CULTURE, CRUEL OR GENTLE.
NOTHING.

I AM HOWEVER, JEALOUS OF ONE THING.
YOUR INABILITY TO BELIEVE AND UNDERSTAND THAT I AM NOT JEALOUS OF YOU.
YOUR INABILITY TO BELIEVE AND UNDERSTAND I LIKE MYSELF.
BUT WHAT YOU SEE IS EVERYTHING WRONG...AND YOUR INABILITY AND LACK OF
SELFLESSNESS FORCES YOU TO HAVE THE ILLUSION AND DISTANCE FROM REALITY
THAT I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH, IT'S just YOU THAT WILL NOT SETTLE FOR MY
CONTENTEDNESS.

JUST stop.

THOSE WHO NATURALLY PRACTICE OR INHERIT THE TEMPERAMENT OF NON VIOLENCE

ARE MADE TO LOOK LIKE COMPLETE DOMINEERING,
RUTHLESS & RECKLESS FOOLS WHO
SEE NOTHING BUT VIOLENCE.

WHEN IT IS ONLY A QUALITY THAT IS SEVERELY ENVIED.
ENVIED SO BADLY, THOSE WHOM ARE JEALOUS CANNOT SIT STILL
UNTIL THEIR LAST RESORT IS TO UTILIZE VIOLENCE TO PROVOKE
VIOLENCE.

WHEN VIOLENCE IS NOT PROVOKED IN THOSE WHO HAVE NATURAL
QUALITIES OF UNIQUENESS AND GENEROSITY, AN UNDYING BEGRUDGEFUL
RESENTMENT CARRIES ON FOR GENERATIONS.

GENERATIONS OF MOCKING, BRUTALITY, HIDDEN AGENDAS AND CONSPIRACY,
FRAME UPS, CONSISTENT RESTRAINTS OF NEVER-ENDING INJUSTICE.

JEALOUS OF THE TRULY TALENTED...

PUT IN PRISON THOSE WHO ARE...
NATURALLY TALENTED.
HAVE OUTSTANDING ABILITY OR POTENTIAL
THOSE WHO DON'T LISTEN TO THE SLAVE DRIVER
THOSE WHO DON'T PRETEND TO BE STUPID
THOSE WHO ARE TEACHERS
THOSE WHO ARE CELIBATE
THOSE WHO ARE LOYAL
THOSE WHO HAVE THE QUALITIES OF BEAUTY, GRACE, ENDURANCE, FAITHFULNESS,
AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND FORGIVENESS, WITH THE NATURAL GIFT OF EMPATHY AND STRONG CULTURE LIKE WARRIORS, HOWEVER SENSUAL ....


ARE ALL EVENTUALLY CONDEMNED TO LOOK AS IF THEY ARE CLOWNS.

UTILIZING RELIGIOUS CHOICE AS A SCAPEGOAT FOR LEGAL SLAVERY & SLAUGHTER

THE UNEDUCATED OR UNAQUAINTED WOULD SIMPLY THINK,
OH, IT'S THE ENEMY.

BUT, OH...IT'S JUST THAT YOUR NEXT AS WELL.

IT'S CALLED SLAVERY.

"So there it is:":

"according to one interrogator, one psychiatrist and one Muslim psychologist, all human beings, when subject to the vast battery of interrogation techniques, can be threatened, bribed or just pharmaceutically steered into spilling the beans. This surely dispels forever the romantic vision of the human mind as the resilient repository of the sacred self. The biotechnologies of interrogation, it seems, are heralding the post-human future, where your mind is not necessarily your own."

Guests:
Bob Newman (aka Patrick McDonald)Author, military interrogator, columnist for the Denver Post, Colorado

Derrick SiloveProfessor of Psychiatry, the University of New South Wales

Malik Babikir BadriProfessor of Psychology, International Islamic University of Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur

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Publications:
Make 'em Talk: Principles of Military Interrogation Author: Patrick McDonald Publisher: Paladin Press (Boulder, Colorado 1993) ISBN: 0873647289

Contemplation: An Islamic Psychospiritual Study Author: Malik Badri Publisher: International Institute of Islamic Thought (Herndon VA, 2000) ISBN: 1565642678

"When it comes to the chemical, then the bodies of all people are the same. ":

"We must say that even we, in the field of psychiatry, we are using these drugs already. And a patient who has a lot of pent up feelings, maybe he has secrets which he cannot say to the doctor, is given a drug at times, and this drug will make him speak. This is what is known as catharsis, or abreaction, and in this sense we are actually using something which can also be used in prisons, to let those in prison who know certain information, can bring it up. Modern technology has actually been able, and modern medicine and modern biochemistry, if used in this manner, it can actually wreck anybody."

"If you were trying to help somebody who was perhaps going to go into military interrogation, what kind of advice could you give them as a...

psychiatrist."

"So there’s no future for the tight-lipped hero?"

"Very little, unfortunately. I think they are more the substance of novels nowadays, rather than reality." --Professor of Psychiatry at the University of New South Wales.

(ANOTHER REALITY IS THAT PEOPLE OF UNREQUITED PRIDE, OFTEN ARE SO SELFISHLY STINGY THEY CANT STAND TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE REALITY OF PEOPLE

WHO ARE TRUE HEROS AND INNOCENTS IN SURVIVING AND ENDURING CRUELTY.)

"For many months now, prisoners have been held for interrogation at Guantanamo Bay in Cuba. They’ll all Taliban and Al-Qaeda fighters and they’re all Muslims. What can we surmise about the vulnerability and resilience of their minds in the face of modern interrogation methods? Dr. Malik Badri is Professor of Psychology at the International Islamic University in Kuala Lumpur. He’s held academic positions in Jordan, Saudi Arabia and Sudan, and has also written a book on contemplation in Islam. Dr. Malik Badri describes the ordeals of Bilal, one of Islam’s first political prisoners during the seventh century."

"Bilal was an Ethiopian slave in Mecca. And his master used to, when he accepted Islam and rejected the bowing to their stone carved gods, he was taken in the hot sun and they would put very heavy stones on them and he would beat him and tell him, “just say something to say that you have refused Islam, and say something good about our gods” but he would only repeat the words ahadun ahad, God is only One. And he was able to feel that all the pain that he received was something that would bring him nearer and nearer to God, since he is sacrificing for the sake of God. "

"Another prisoner in Islamic history, a man who was put in prison a few centuries ago, was Ibn Taymiyyah. And he was put in prison in Cairo, he was from Damascus. Ibn Taymiyyah was very famous for having said the very famous sentence when he was arrested. He said, “What are they going to do to me? If they put me in prison then this is a chance for me for contemplation. If they send me out of the country, to deport me, it would be like tourism. And if they kill me, I will be a martyr. What can they do to me?”"

"Now, while solitary confinement can separate every single prisoner from every other prisoner, do you think in some way they can communicate through something like a common heart or a common spirit?'

"People when they are in prison, and when they are in solitary confinement, it seems that their psychic ability will be sharpened."

(AND I SAY YET AGAIN, JEALOUSY TAKES IT'S TOLL ON PEOPLE SO SINCERELY, THEY ARE AFRAID OF WHAT THEY CANNOT PUT A CREDIT SCORE ON, OR AFRAID OF WHAT THEY CANNOT PLACE A RENTAL FEE OR CUTE REJECTION LETTER ON, THEREFORE THEY TURN TO CRUELTY, VIOLENCE, AND RUTHLESSNESS TO MERELY OUTLET THEIR ANGERS IN ORDER TO LIFT THEMSELVES ABOVE THOSE NATURALLY SMARTER THAN THEY THROUGH TRULY EARNED OR FAVORED GIFTS FROM GOD. WHATEVER SHORT STORY IS TOLD OR WRITTEN, WHATEVER SCENARIO IS MADE UP FOR THE PUBLIC TO VIEW AND UNDERSTAND, WHATEVER IS FORGED AND WHOMEVER IS FRAMED IN THE MOST UNTHINKABLE MANNERS WILL NEVER ERASE THE UGLINESS FROM THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO HONESTLY AND REALISTICALLY TAKE A LOOK AT THEMSELVES AND WHAT THEIR TRUE WORTH IS BUILT UPON NOTHING MORE THAN AN ILLUSTRIOUS ILLUSIONAL FOUNDATION OF THEIR OWN MAKINGS.)

"Well, the research certainly shows that adherence to religion can be a very protective factor.....

"it can make a huge difference. But I also have to say that there are those people who, at the end of these processes, give up on their religion or on any spiritual faith, because they’ve kind of lost faith. And that’s a very devastating experience. They just cannot believe a true god or gods could sanction such a thing, and therefore it actually destroys their faith."

"If you were trying to help somebody who was perhaps going to go into military interrogation, what kind of advice could you give them as a psychiatrist?"

"How important, then, is religious belief?":

"Well, the research certainly shows that adherence to religion can be a very protective factor. There’s no doubt that people who have the comfort of religion – because that’s something that you can take with you into any situation, including solitary confinement"

SO WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE OUTNUMBERED 99.99999% WITH
PEOPLE SCREAMING AT YOU - YOULL NEVER GET YOUR KIDS BACK UNLESS
ITS THROUGH JESUS CHRIST!!!!!!!

OR I LOVE JESUS IS WRITTEN ALL OVER THE WALL.

OR YOU ARE WRITTEN UP AND THREATENED WITH A NAKED HOSE DOWN BECAUSE
YOU ARE LEGALLY CONSIDERED "VERMIN"

"the crucial question is: isn’t it really just a matter of time before the prisoner’s mind is destroyed? ":

"I wouldn’t go as far as to say that the mind is destroyed totally or forever. "

" I think people can recover from this. I think they always say they’ve changed as a person, they’re not the same person"

" But I think the key lesson is that there is a threshold beyond which people can’t resist, and the modern techniques very quickly reach that threshold."

(THE ABOVE WORDS OF THIS PERSON I HAVE QUOTED, SIMPLY PROVES MY ABILITY TO FORETELL WHEN PEOPLE ARE PLOTTED SUCH INJUSTICE OR DANGER. I AM NOT CLAIMING COMPLETE ACCURACY, HOWEVER IN THIS CASE, I BEGAN USING THOSE EXAACT WORDS IN A PHRASE A COUPLE YEARS AGO: AND HAVE NOW FOUND ARTICLES THAT PROVES THE TORTURE THAT WAS TO COME FOR ME IN THE FUTURE)

WHEN YOU NEED AN ENTIRE ROLL OF TOILET TISSUE TO CATCH THE SALIVA

DRIVELING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH, YOU HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY DOPED UP, SEDATED IN SOME MANNER OR ANOTHER, EXPOSED TO CHEMICAL GASES, EXHAUST FUMES, OR SOME SORT OF FUMIGATION, ETC.

WHILE STARVING THE FETUS TO DEATH.

WHEN RECEIVING A SMALL CARTON OF MILK, IT'S SPOILED.

"the crucial question is: isn’t it really just a matter of time before the prisoner’s mind is destroyed? "

"Military interrogations hold prisoners in solitary confinement where everything is controlled: the prisoner’s lighting, the noise, the temperature, their air supply, their total visual environment, as well as their access to food, water and ablutions."

IMAGINE THIS WHILE PREGNANT. YOUR NOT ONLY MURDERING ONE ADULT BUT A FETUS AS WELL.

"On top of all this are many possibilities for medical, chemical and electrical interventions into the prisoner’s body and into the prisoner’s mind."

"When people come to you as a result of that kind of interrogation, how do you actually pick up the pieces, psychologically speaking?"

"What’s the difference in long-term prognosis between those who’ve survived interrogation without spilling the beans, and those who have in some way either compromised themselves or their friends?"

"I think that makes a huge difference. But I should also say that with so-called modern techniques, very few end up not spilling the beans. "

"But those who have spilled the beans under certain circumstances, are those people who are very racked by guilt, shame, a sense of being completely devastated by the experience."

"But those who have spilled the beans under certain circumstances, are those people who are very racked by guilt, shame, a sense of being completely devastated by the experience."

"And they feel that their integrity has been destroyed. "

"Especially if you’ve been a militant or someone with very strongly held ethical standards prior to that."

"When people come to you as a result of that kind of interrogation, how do you actually pick up the pieces, psychologically speaking?"

"People firstly become very disorientated"

"They lose track of time, day and night, especially if the lights are left on all the time or they are in dark all the time, so they lose track of time"

"That in itself is very psychologically undermining. It’s something that none of us really experience, but if you lose track of time you really get very distressed and disturbed. "

"You also lose a spatial orientation. "

"You start losing track of where you are, what the place is and so on. "

"So you start developing what is almost like a delirium, you really feel like you’re out of touch with reality.'

"People get paranoid, they misinterpret everything as threatening, they become very focused on obsessional thoughts"

"For example, the next meal becomes the key issue. So their mind become very constrained in its capacity to think widely and broadly, and the sense of loneliness, being cut off from the world is immense. "

AND IF YOU ARE PREGNANT, WITH A NARROW MINDED POINT OF VIEW ON SOMETHING SO SIMPLE AS THE NEXT MEAL, THEN YOU ARE PRETTY MUCH DYING.

"Do you have evidence from your patients that confirms that drugs are being used by military interrogators?"

"In addition to drugs, military interrogators use – and have used for years – solitary confinement"

"Do you have evidence from your patients that confirms that drugs are being used by military interrogators?"

"Yes, there’s no doubt. It’s becoming a worldwide trend. Psychoactive drugs are available, both illicit and legal ones, across the world. And they have a very profound effect on reducing resistance.'

"Well, they often use combinations. So you get a combination of sedative drugs and stimulant drugs, which can be very disorientating, because on the one hand you’re kind of stupefied, and half drowsy and half asleep, which reduces your resistance in a sort of drunk-like state."

"On the other hand, you’re being aroused and stimulated, and your brain is charging very rapidly,"

"So it can be incredibly disorientating and undermining when you get these cocktails of drugs."

"When people come to you as a result of that kind of interrogation, how do you actually pick up the pieces, psychologically speaking?"

WHAT IF A TB, OR OTHER INJECTIONS, "TRUTH SERUMS", ARE UTILIZED WITH PREGNANT WOMEN INCLUDING SEVERE SLEEP DEPRIVATION

SEVERE INDUCTION OF FEAR, NERVE GAS, AS WELL AS STARVATION ARE UTILIZED.

WILL THE BABY BE A STILL BORN, CEREBRAL PALSY, SEVERELY DEFORMED. ESPECIALLY IF THE MOTHER HAS A HISTORY OF NATURAL BIRTHS WITH NO
DRUGS AND DOESN'T EVEN BELIEVE IN TAKING PILLS FOR MIGRAINES OR HEADACHES.

Service for the Treatment and Rehabilitation of Torture and Trauma Survivors. "I asked him about the range of symptoms presented by survivors..."

"Do you have evidence from your patients that confirms that drugs are being used by military interrogators?"

Professor Derrick Silove is a consultant psychiatrist at the Sydney-based organization STARTTS

"Service for the Treatment and Rehabilitation of Torture and Trauma Survivors. I asked him about the range of symptoms presented by survivors of interrogation."

Service for the Treatment and Rehabilitation of Torture and Trauma Survivors.

"All in the Mind" articles...

"Now, even if the interrogations are carried out within the constraints of the Geneva Conventions, the sheer persistence and duration of such interrogations can still leave you in poor mental shape."

"injected with high doses of a drug that caused screamingly painful muscle cramps and panic breathing."

"This helped the interrogators. Another high-tech way of giving the prisoner a pummelling without leaving too many bruises, is to use silent and low frequency ultrasound."

"It induces vomiting, disorientation, epilepsy and can be delivered with accuracy by laser beam."

"including exhaustion, isolation, degradation and fear."

"some of the interrogation techniques sound to me like torture. "

"There is no such thing as truth serum. But if you want to get him to blab a little bit, and feel a little more comfortable, and get him to “open up” if you will, then sodium pentathol can be useful. "

"Another thing that you can always use is the reward system. Let’s say he’s used to getting one bowl of rice and a small piece of meat and all the water he can drink every day. The second one for “turning up the notch” would be to reward him with additional food, food that he really likes. And you can find out what food he really likes by any number of sources"

"And finally, you can turn up the heat by a technique that refers back to his family. By letting him know and stressing to him that he will survive this situation if he co-operates, and he will be back as soon as we can possibly get him back with his family"

"He will be repatriated."

What happens to the mind in solitary confinement?

Truth Serum: I kept getting this message...Now it makes sense.

Making 'em Talk Sunday 14 July 2002repeated the following Wednesday at 2.30pm
US military interrogators are currently having a hard time extracting information from the ex-Taliban and al-Qaeda fighters detained in Camp X-Ray at Guantanamo Bay. Hardly surprising - but how do you get inside the minds of hostile captives, without going outside the constraints of the Geneva Convention? Is there such thing as a truth drug? This week we talk to two psychiatrists, as well as one military man with hands-on experience; he's the author of an interrogators' manual entitled "Make 'em Talk".

.....Read more later.

When 1 Door Closes Another Opens...Sure You Have Great Memories --

of getting married
late nights holding one another
candle lit dinners
precious hot steamy nights together
and a beautiful ceremony...

But that was the past.
So allow yourself some credit for recognizing when it's healthier to move forward.

Acknowledge all those wonderful memories, but give yourself a break
and know that it's time to move forward and opportunities will knock on your
door (or you could always pray about it) in the future.

Good luck and once again...

Don't be afraid to let go, and if you love your loved one let them spread their wings
and move on to bigger, better, more satisfying things.

The past is the past.

Moving Along ----

WELL WHY? THIS SOUNDS ABSURD.

NOT!
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THIS UNITED STATES OF AMERICA IS SO LIBERALIZED WITH GRAND LIBERTY AND AMAZING LIBERTIES, THAT 85% OF IT'S POPULATION IS A MAKE UP OF MELTING POT STATUS.
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THIS MEANS THAT SHOULD YOU OPENLY RECRUIT SLAVES, CHANCES ARE YOU'LL GET MOBBED BY ALL THOSE WHO OUTNUMBER THOSE PARTICIPATING IN THE CRUELTY OF THIS REALITY.
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ANCIENT TIMES, ANCIENT TECHNIQUES. MODERN TIMES, MODERN TECHNIQUES.

Slavery was never abolished. There was JUST a entirely new DICTIONARY established to
replace the OFFENSIVE VOCABULARY utilized to obviously pinpoint the actions, torment, tactics, restraints, punishments, etc. used for and in the activities of SLAVE TRADING.

Now may you be introduced to CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICES - INDUSTRY.
TRANSLATION: EVOLUTIONIZED SLAVE TRADE COVER UP.

EVERYTIME A BABY IS BORN, WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU DO?

GIVE THE CHILD A NAME, CORRECT?

You have the right to name your child anything in this whole world and
everyone will then know how to identify this person, this human according
to what you have established it as.

Sandy is Sandy
Mike is Mike
Sarah is Sarah
Paul is Paul or may eventually become RuPaul ( just kidding!)

HERE IS HOW IT WORKS...

READY?? OF COURSE YOU ARE. IF YOU ARE OLD ENOUGH OR MATURE ENOUGH TO INDULGE IN SEXUAL ACTIVITIES, I'M SURE YOU ARE SMART ENOUGH TO ACKNOWLEDGE WHAT IS SUPPRESSING YOU, YOUR FAMILY, YOUR NEIGHBORS, ETC.

YOU DON'T WANT TO REMAIN STUPID FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE, DO YOU?

WHY IS CPS SO OVERWHELMED? THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE.

BECAUSE SLAVERY WAS NEVER ABOLISHED.

How Rich does one become when an ENTITY tortures someone nearly killing them JUST to test whether or not they are really MUSLIM?

1,000,000.00
2,000,000.00
3,000,000.00

3,000,000.00 + 1,000,000.00 Hmmm...

Like ABC's, the answer is easy as 123.

THE CRISIS: THE FIGHT FOR ENVIRONMENTAL JUSTICE

TOXIC RACISM

BY THE WAY - WAY WAY OFF SUBJECT, HOWEVER NOTABLE...

WOW!
YOU are a god!!!
Enough said.

DIVINITIVE READING: SUBJECT - LIKE CLOCKWORK

TIMING

DIVINITIVE READING: ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT IT MEANS.

NOT EVERY WORD IS EXACTLY ON THE SUBJECT, HOWEVER FISHING FOR
THE EXACT GOINGS ON IN A PARTICULAR ENVIRONMENT.
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NORDIC
CONFEDERATE
CONDITIONING
ELECTRIC SHOCK THERAPY
THIEVERY: USING THE CHILD FOR SHOPLIFTING
UNYOKED: TO SEPARATE OR MAKE SEPARATE
QUASI-GOVERNMENTAL: SUPPORTED BY THE GOVERNMENT BUT DONE PRIVATELY
QUICKEN OR QUICK FREEZE OR QUEEN ANNE
QUEER
GOSSIP OR ????
TO CONSUMMATE???
OR TO CONTACT: TO GET IN COMMUNICATION WITH OR TO TOUCH
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WHAT HAS OCCURRED IN PARTICULAR?

ROMANTIC
ROMANTICISM OR ROMANTICIZE
ROOM OR ROOMMATE OR OF A ROPE
A RODEO
OR OF ROMANCE
OR ROLLER COASTER OR ROLLER SKATES
SOMETHING THAT ROLLS
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WHEN THE LESIONS WERE ON HIS BACK, AND HE SAID HE WAS "LEFT OUTSIDE LAST NIGHT", WHAT HAPPENED?

(AND THE SUPERVISOR WITNESSED WHAT HE WAS TELLING ME, SO THEY RAN TO GRAB THEIR SUPERVISOR AND FORCED THE VISITATION TO STOP DUE TO THE CHILD TELLING MOTHER WHAT WAS HAPPENING.)

REPELLENT
OF A REPELLENT: SOMETHING THAT REPELLS; ESP: A SUBSTANCE THAT REPELS
1: TENDING TO DRIVE AWAY
2: CAUSING DISGUST
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OUTDOORS: IN OR INTO THE OPEN AIR
OUDOORS 1: THE OPEN AIR, 2: THE WORLD AWAY FROM HUMAN HABITATION
OUTERMOST: EXTERERNAL, SITUATED FARTHER OUT.
OUTBREAK:
OUTHOUSE: OUTBUILDINGESP: AN OUTDOOR TOILET
OUTSIDE: ON OR TO THE OUTSIDE
OUTSIDE:
OUTLET:EXIT, VENT.
2: A MEANS OF RELEASE (AS FOR AN EMOTION)
5: A RECEPTACLE FOR THE PLUG OF AN ELECTRICAL DEVICE
( ELECTRIC SHOCK THERAPY OR PUNISHMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
OUTERSPACE OR
MALARIA : TO FORCE FEED????
TO TRANSMIT A DISEASE TO ????? POSSIBLY.
AIDS???
OUTRAGE: RAPE
TO SUBJECT TO VIOLENT INJURY OR GROSS INSULT
3: TO AROUSE TO EXTREME RESENTMENT

----------------------TOP......"WHAT'S THE TOP JORDAN"........-----------------TOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COMMODITY: A PRODUCT OF AGRICULTURE OR MINING 2: AN ARTICLE OF COMMERCE 3: SOMETHING USEFUL OR VALUED

COMMUNISM

ACREAGE

ACQUAINTANCE RAPE: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAPE COMMITTED BY SOMEONE KNOWN TO THE VICTIM.

ACQUIRED: GAINED BY OR AS A RESULT OF EFFORT OR EXPERIENCE. 2: CAUSED BY ENVIRONMENTAL FORCES AND NOT PASSED FROM PARENT TO OFFSPRING IN THE GENES.

ACQUIRED IMMUNO DIFFICIENCY SYNDROME: AIDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ACID OR ACHE

TO ACHE

OR ACROBATS OR ACROPHOBIA: FEAR OF HEIGHTS

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WHAT DIRECTLY CAUSED THE SORES TO CONSUME HIS ENTIRE BACK???

PURGATORY OR A PUNCTURE: 1: TO MAKE A HOLE IN : TO PIERCE 2: TO MAKE USELESS AS IF BY A PUNCTURE. A SMALL HOLE OR WOUND MADE BY PUNCTURING.

PUNT: TO PROPEL WITH A POLE

WHAT WAS PLACED DIRECTLY ONTO THE SKIN IN ORDER TO CAUSE A WOUND INTO THE CHILD'S SKIN:

ENTERTAIN, ENVY, ENVIRONMENT, ENVIOUS, ENVIABLE, ENVENOM, EPIDERMIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EPIDERMIS: AN OUTER LAYER ESP. OF SKIN.

OKAY, SO ON THE EPIDERMIS................WHAT PIERCED THE SKIN IN ORDER TO CAUSE A CONSUMPTION OF LESIONS OR SMALL CIRCULAR WOUNDS?

RESENTMENT: TO FEEL OR EXHIBIT ANNOYANCE OR INDIGNATION AT

A RESERVOIR: A PLACE WHERE SOMETHING IS KEPT IN STORE; ESP : AN ARTIFICIAL LAKE WHERE WATER IS COLLECTED AND KEPT FOR USE.

RESIDENCE. RESISTOR

A RESISTOR: A DEVICE USED TO PROVIDE RESISTANCE TO THE FLOW OF AN ELECTRIC CURRENT IN A CIRCUIT.

---------------------------WHAT LED TO THIS BEHAVIOR, WHAT WAS THE UNDERLYING SOURCE OF THIS RESULT OF WOUNDS ON YOUR BODY------------------------------------

PUSSY, PUT OUT, PURSE, PUCKER, PURPOSE, PUSH-UP, PUSILLANIMOUS: CONTEMPTIBLY COWARDLY, PUSH BUTTON, OCCUPATION/BUSINESS, PURPLE, PURITY, PUZZLE, PUSH-CART, PUSHER: ONE THAT PUSHES: ONE THAT PUSHES ILLEGAL DRUGS.

PUSH BUTTON: A SMALL UTTON OR KNOB THAT WHEN PUSHED OPERATES SOMETHING ESP. BY CLOSING AN ELECTRIC CIRCUIT.

PUSH: A VIGOROUS EFFORT.

PUSH OVER: AN OPPONENT EASY TO DEFEAT.

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WHO WAS INVOLVED IN INFLICTING THE WOUNDS ALL OVER YOUR BACK?

WAS IT AN INSECT, A HUMAN, A MAN, A WOMAN, A PET, THE ENVIRONMENT, A CHILD, A NEPHEW,

A NIECE, YOURSELF?

SECRETIVE, SECRETARY, SECTION, SECT, SECTIONAL, SECULAR, SECULARISE, SECULARISM, SECURE, SECURITY, SEDAN, SECURITY: PROTECTION, SEDUCE, SEDULOUS, SECTARIAN, SEGREGATION, SEGREGATIONALIST: ONE WHO BELIEVES IN OR PRACTICES THE SEGREGATION OF RACES, SELECTIVE SERVICE: A SYSTME FOR CALLING MEN UP FOR MILITARY SERVICE, SEDATED, SEDATIVE: A SEDATIVE DRUG.

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CREW CUT: A VERY SHORT BRISTLY HAIRCUT, CRESCENT, CROOK, CRITICAL, CROP DUSTER, CRIMINOLOGY...........

RAW HIDE: THE NTANNED SKIN OF CATTLE: ALSO: A WHIP MADE OF THIS, RASP, OR RASPY, HARSE OR HOARSE VOICE, RATTLESNAKE: ANY OF VARIOUS aMERICAN PIT VIPERS WITH A RATTLE AT THE END OF THE TAIL.

CONSPIRACY: AN AGREEEMENT AMONG CONSPIRATORS: A PLOT.

CONSPIRATOR: ONE WHO CONSPIRES

SAMUEL:

SAMOAN, SAMOSA, SAMENESS, SAMI, SAMOAN: A NATIVE OR INHABITANT OF SAMOA, OR A SAMOSA: A SMALL TRIANGULAR PASTRY FILLED WITH SPICED MEAT OR VEGETABLES AND FRIED, SALSA, OR SALOON, OR OF A SALON.

SUFFERING: HARDSHIP, SUCKLE, SUCKLING, SUCK-UP, SUBSTITUTE.

DIARRHEA: ABNORMALLY FREQUENT AND WATERY BOWEL MOVEMENTS

IF ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR.......OR THE INITIATOR : WHAT COLOR IS THEIR HAIR NATURALLY? REVOLVER, RICH, RHESUS MONKEY, RYTHM AND BLUES: POPULAR MUSIC BASED ON BLUES AND BLACK FOLK MUSIC, RHINESTONE: A COLORLESS IMITATION STONE OF HIGH LUSTER MADE OF GLASS, PASTE, OR GEM QUARTZ, RHINOCEROS: THICK SKINNED MAMMALS OF AFRICA AND ASIA WITH ONE OR TWO UPRIGHT HORNS OF KERATIN ON THE SNOUT AND THREE TOES ON EACH FOOT. GREY OR GRAY? OR OF RICE: WHITE

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WAS IT A MALE OR A FEMALE? SLEEPING PILL, SLOVAKIAN, A SLIP NOT: A KNOT THAT SLIPS ALONG THE ROPE AROUND WHICH IT IS MADE, SLEEPING BAG, OF A SLEEPING BAG: A WARMLY LINED BAG FOR SLEEPING ESPECIALLY OUTDOORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEY MADE YOU SLEEP OUTDOORS IN A SLEEPING BAG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THEN INSECTS BIT YOU NEARLY TO DEATH, AND YOU WERE FREEZING COLD BECAUSE THEY WERE UPSET OR INDUCING SOME SORT OF PUNISHMENT????????????????????????????????

THAT'S WHY YOU STATED: "IT HAPPENED WHEN THEY LEFT ME OUTSIDE LAST NIGHT, MOMMY!!!!!!!!!"

AND WHEN THE STUPID, DUMB ASS, FAT ASS DSHS SUPERVISOR WAS SITTING ON HER SLOPPY BIG, NASTY WHITE FAT ASS DOCUMENTING EVERYTHING, SHE INTENTIONALLY DISMISSED WHAT YOU WERE TELLING ME IN WELL SPOKEN ENGLISH WITH NO FUCKING LEARNING DISABILITIES WHATSOEVER LIKE THEY ARE DOCUMENTING FOR YOU, AND THEY BROUGHT IN THE OTHER SUPERVISOR TO FORCE YOU TO CEASE TELLING YOU PROTECTOR: YOUR FUCKING MOTHER WHO YOU KNOW WILL PROTECT YOU.

SO IN YOUR MIND, YOU BEGAN TO THINK, I'M GETTING ABUSED AND TORTURED, TREATED LIKE FUCKING GARBAGE, I TELL MY OWN MOTHER, THE WOMAN WHO NURSED ME AS A BABY, POTTY TRAINED ME, HOMESCHOOLED ME, FED ME, PROTECTED ME, AND SHE'S NOT EVEN LISTENING TO WHAT I'M TRYING TO TELL HER.

HOWEVER SWEETY, IT'S BECAUSE "ANCIENT TIMES, ANCIENT TECHNIQUES. MODERN TIMES, MODERN TECHNIQUES." CAUSES MOMMY TO NOT TAKE ACTION OR THE RACIST FUCKING MEN WITH REVOLVERS WILL SHOOT MOMMY TO DEATH IF I PROTECT YOU.

"It happens when states willingly and knowingly adopt out innocent young children to same-sex couples."

"It happens when officials in states such as California actively try to ban homeschooling."

The all-powerful, all-wise state
Posted: April 29, 20081:00 am Eastern© 2008

"It happens under the watchful eye of government-supervised foster care programs."

The all-powerful, all-wise state
Posted: April 29, 20081:00 am Eastern© 2008

"I don't approve of child brides"

Posted: April 29, 2008
1:00 am Eastern© 2008

The raid itself was prompted by an anonymous call from someone identifying herself as a 16-year-old girl who was being held against her will and claimed to have been raped and abused by a 50-year-old registered sex offender named Dale Barlow.

"I keep looking for the smoking gun in this case. Every day I scan the headlines and read deep into the coverage of this case for the horror stories. Here's what I've discovered so far:

12 of the kids have chicken pox. (12 out of more than 400).

"But neither do I want to see children abused at the hands of the state – which, I hate to say, happens every single day throughout America."

"It happens in government-run schools."

PRISONER OF WAR: KIDNAPPED BY CPS

Child Sex Offender List

Parents, do registered sex offenders live near you?
Find out now.
http://www.NationalAlertRegistry.com

The tags/labels used for the blog dedicated to "Legally kidnapped and in foster care" are as follows for the little girl that died in 2008

Posted by The Blogmaster at 8:14 PM
Labels: Child Protective, dead children, death, foster care, foster care agency, foster child, foster parents, murder

"Children who died while in Foster Care in 2008"

Foster mom was cited
Amariana Crenshaw, age 4, Died at the hands of a Foster Parent.

The foster mother who cared for the 4-year-old girl killed in an arson attack early Friday had been cited for "unexplained" scars and bruises on the little girl's face, for locking her refrigerator and having deadbolts on all the bedroom and bathroom doors in her North Natomas home, public records show.

"Legally Kidnapped: Foster Parents Abusing Children"

LET'S TEST MY ABILITIES: FOR ONLY THOSE FOLKS WHO KNOW THESE PARTICULAR THINGS.

Police: Austrian kids locked in basement, never saw sunlight

By VERONIKA OLEKSYN and WILLIAM J. KOLE, Associated Press Writers
1 hour, 41 minutes ago

AMSTETTEN, Austria - The children locked in the basement never saw the light of day for years. A retired electrician has confessed to imprisoning his daughter for 24 years and fathering seven children with her in a windowless cell sealed by an electronic keyless-entry system, police said Monday.

One of the children died in infancy and was tossed into the furnace of what stunned Austrians have labeled a "house of horrors," officials said. The suspect owned the gray stone apartment building, lived there with his family, and rented the other units to relatives.

Austria is still scandalized by a 2006 case involving a girl who was kidnapped and imprisoned in a basement outside Vienna for more than eight years, and residents of this working class town west of the capital were puzzled as to how the latest instance could go undetected for so long.

Questions were being raised as to how the suspect — identified as Josef Fritzl, 73 — deceived neighbors, social workers and police for so long.

"How is it possible that no one knew anything for 24 years?" asked Anita Fabian, a teacher in Amstetten. "This was not possible without accomplices."

Fritzl was placed in pretrial detention and faces up to 15 years in prison if charged, tried and convicted on rape charges, the most grave of his alleged offenses under Austrian law.

Police released Fritzl's full name and photograph at a news conference Monday, after his identity was widely reported by media in Austria and elsewhere in Europe.

Fritzl was born in 1935 and was a young child when the Nazis annexed Austria before World War II.
His daughter, now 42, was 18 when she was imprisoned in the cell constructed deep beneath the family's apartment in the building, said Franz Polzer, head of the Lower Austrian Bureau of Criminal Affairs.

"He admitted that he locked his daughter ... in the cellar, that he repeatedly had sex with her, and that he is the father of her seven children," Polzer told The Associated Press.

According to police, Elisabeth said she gave birth to twins in 1996 but one died several days later.
Police said the surviving children are three boys and three girls, the youngest of whom is 5. The oldest child is 19. DNA tests were expected to determine whether Fritzl is the father of the children, as he claims.

Investigators said they were trying to determine how the victims could have been hidden away for so long from other families in the building and everyone else in the town of 23,000 people.

Fritzl "managed to deceive everyone," including his wife, Rosemarie, who apparently was unaware of the existence of the children in the cellar, Polzer said.
Fritzl had seven other children with Rosemarie, police said.

Officials said three of the secret children — aged 19, 18 and 5 — "never saw sunlight" until they were freed a few days ago.

Polzer told reporters that Fritzl was an authoritarian who took care never to allow anyone near the cellar. Hans-Heinz Lenze, a senior local official, said experts were trying to figure out if anything could have been heard beyond the cell's padded, reinforced concrete walls.

Polzer said investigators believe Fritzl acted alone, but appealed to the public to come forward with information.

The daughter, Elisabeth, had been missing since 1984, and authorities said her father had concocted a cover story that she had joined a cult and disappeared. She was found by police in Amstetten on Saturday evening after police received a tip.

Police released several photos showing parts of the cramped basement cell, with a gaily decorated small bathroom and a narrow passageway leading to a tiny bedroom. Investigators said the keyless-entry system apparently kept the daughter from escaping.

Three of the children lived with the grandparents and were registered with authorities. Fritzl and his wife registered those children with authorities, saying that they had found them outside their home in 1993, 1994 and 1997, at least one with a note from Elisabeth saying she could not care for the child.

Authorities said the victims and Fritzl's wife were under psychiatric care in an undisclosed location.
Lenze said the 5-year-old, a boy, appeared "cheerful."

"Of course, they are very pale," he added.
The shocking discoveries recalled the case from summer 2006, when Natascha Kampusch escaped after being largely confined to a tiny underground dungeon in a Vienna suburb for more than eight years.

Kampusch was 10 when she was kidnapped in Vienna on her way to school in 1998. Her abductor, Wolfgang Priklopil, threw himself in front of a train hours after her escape.

Kampusch, now 20, issued a statement Monday saying she wanted to contact Elisabeth to offer emotional and financial help.

Questions were being raised in Austria about how another similar case could have happened.
"The entire nation must ask itself just what is fundamentally going wrong," the newspaper Der Standard said in a commentary.

Guenter Pramreiter, who owns a bakery just down the street from Fritzl and his wife, said the couple would regularly buy bread and rolls, though never in large quantities.

"They appeared normal, just like any other family," he said. "I'm totally shocked. This was next door. It's terrible."

The case unfolded after the eldest of the secret children, a 19-year-old, was found unconscious and gravely ill on April 19 in the building and was taken to a hospital. Authorities publicly appealed for her mother to come forward to help diagnose her condition.

After receiving a tip, police picked up Elisabeth and her father on Saturday near the hospital. Fritzl freed the three captive children that same day, Polzer said.

Police said Elisabeth appeared "greatly disturbed" during questioning. She agreed to talk only after authorities assured her she would no longer have to have contact with her father and that her children would be cared for.

Investigators said the area where she and three of the children were held included rooms whose height did not exceed 5 1/2 feet. The area had a TV and small hot plates for cooking.

Authorities said Elisabeth told them her father began sexually abusing her when she was 11. She told police that in 1984, he sedated her, handcuffed her and locked her in the cellar.

Police said a letter written by Elisabeth had apparently surfaced a month after her disappearance, asking her parents not to search for her.

Lenze said that because the couple had custody of the children, social workers made a "considerable" number of visits to the family. "Interestingly, the father was seldom present during such visits," he said.

The social workers found nothing out of the ordinary, reporting that Fritzl's wife was attentive, the three children were doing well in school and clubs, and that all of them played musical instruments.
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Associated Press Writer William J. Kole reported from Vienna.

BABY'S DIVINITIVE READING: ANY DISTINGUISHING CHARACTERISTICS OR MARKS ON THE BODY? SUCH AS A BIRTHMARK???

MITOSIS:

A PROCESS THAT TAKES PLACE IN THE NUCLEUS OF A DIVIDING CELL AND RESULTS IN THE FORMATION OF TWO NEW NUCLEI EACH OF WHICH HAS THE SAME NUMBER OF CHROMOSOMES AS THE PARENT NUCLEUS; ALSO: CELL DIVISION IN WHICH MITOSIS OCCURS - MITOTIC
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MIXED:

COMINING FEATURES OF MORE THAN ONE KIND
MADE UP OF OR INVOLVING INDIVIDUALS OR ITEMS OF MORE THAN ONE KIND.
3: INCLUDING OR ACCOMPANIED BY DIFFERENT OR OPPOSIN ELEMENTS <>
4: RESULTING FROM THE CROSSING OR BREEDING OF INDIVIDUALS OF DIFFERENT RACES OR
BREEDS
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HAIR:

SUBSTANTIAL. WELL TO DO. STRONG.
SUBSTANCE: ESSENCE. PROPERTY, WEALTH. SUCCESSOR. THE ACT OR PROCESS
OF FOLLOWING IN ORDER.

COLOR OF HAIR:

BRASS
OR BRETHREN: BROTHER
BRAZEN: COLOR OR BRASS.
BRAWN: STRONG MUSCLES. OR MUSCULAR.
BREEDING: ANCESTRY.
REPRODUCE.
BREADWINNER???
---BRASS???
EXACT COLOR OF BABY'S HAIR???-------------------------
BRAZIER: OF A BRA....OHHHHHHHHHH! MY BRA IS BLACK.!!!!!!!
BLACK HAIR???
OF BLACK.
THE BABY HAS BLACK HAIR!!!!!!!!

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WHAT COLOR ARE THE BABY'S EYES???

HANDICAP
OR HANDGUN
---EITHER HANDICAPPED OR THE COLOR OF A HANDGUN...
HANDSOME: LOVELY, PRETTY, COMELY, BEAUTIFUL, FAIR.
OR HANDICAPPED: HAVING A PHSYICAL OR MENTAL DISABILITY.
HAMSTER: MY HAMSTER IS BLACK AND WHITE SOOOOO......
THE EYES ARE BLACK AND WHITE. WHITE IRIS BLACK PUPIL!!!!!
OR HAND-ME-DOWN...SO BROWN OR BLACK.

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IS BABY A BOY OR A GIRL?

RELOCATE
REMARKABLE
PIOUS
PINNACLE???????????????/-------
THE GENDER OF THE BABY_______________________
DEVOTION
DICTATE OR OF A DICTATOR
DIALECT
OUTLANDISH
OUTFIELDER
A FEMALE SHEEP: EWE
AN EX-PRESIDENT
A FORMER SPOUSE????
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???????

DOES THE BABY HAVE CHARATERISTICS OF A MAN OR A WOMAN?
MALE TESTES......OF A MISTER
CALIPH
UNISEX...
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CHOIRBOY: A BOY MEMBER OF A CHOIR: SO A LITTLE BOY!!!!
-----------------------This is weir...unsure---------------------

WHAT IS THE FATHER THINKING ABOUT THIS BABY?

BRITISH
BROKENHEARTED
DISTANT OR DISTANCE
FRAME UP
FRAME OF MIND
TO FRAME OR OF BEING FRAMED
PLAINTIFF OR ...????
FAITHFULL
LOYAL
????
TO CONTRICT
TO DRAW TOGETHER AND SQUEEZE???
EUREKA!!!!
TICKER: COUNTDOWN MAYBE???
THURSDAY???
TRIPOD
TRIPLE
TIPLETS
TROOPS OR SOLDIERS
?????

WHY DID THE FATHER DO WHAT HE DID?

A CONSPIRACY: AN AGREEMENT AMONG CONSPIRATORS: A PLOT
CONSPIRATOR: ONE WHO CONSPIRES.
CONSPIRING: TO BE IN HARMONY, CONSPIRE.
TOGETHER. TO PLAN SECRETLY AN UNLAWFUL ACT: PLOT
CONSORT: A SHIP ACCOMPANYING ANOTHER 2: A SPOUSE, MATE???
CONSERVATIVE: A PERSON WHO IS CONSERVATIVE ESPECIALLY IN POLITICS
CONNIVE: TO PRETEND IGNORANCE OF SOMETHING ONE OUGHT TO
OPPOSE AS WRONG. 2: TO COOPERATE SECRETLY : GIVE SECRET AID. CONNIVER.
FALSE OR FAMILY???
FANATIC???
OR FALLOPIAN TUBE???
FAKE OR FAME???
FAMILIAR, CLOSE FRIENDSHIP OR INTIMATE.
LANK OR LANKY OR LENKA
OR LANDLADY....